reading e alfian sa'at bk now...quite cool...

Life is full of pretense...we pretend to be wat is socially right...we pretend to be wat we believe is for e best...we keep pretending hoping tt one day we forget wat is real only to have it replaced by this constructed pretense which results in us creating our own simulacra...

i am nvr one to pretend. when i am sad i wear it on my face...when i am happy i nvr stifle my laughter...and i also am unable to pretend when i do like someone...just me...=)

and yah..e bk rox...perhaps local writers simply touch us at e most basic of my psyche coz they understand e world of singaporeans best. reading abt all e chars...they seem to be ppl i noe...yupz...reading rox...but i am a complete slacker now...i sleep and read and listen to radio...tt's all i do...besides e tuition...highlight of e day is like getting out of e house and realising tt there is a nice breeze playing with my hair...and surprise of e day is like e mangoes i found in e fridge...lol!!

been thinking abt stuff...think i shld find those really temp jobs...e short intense kind (sounds wrong)...e few days kind with long hrs...(sounds better)...yah! then maybe do some community service lehz...dun think i will have much chance in future when i work full time to help e community le...=S

okie...i do believe it is time for me to get more sporty...maybe go for jogs...anyway i going beach on fri...library on thurs...gd timing...can bring e bks to beach...and beach will be with qi shan and bk...bk going to teach shan poker...lol...so nice rite?? to have a bf teach u poker...(i crazy liaoz!)

anyway...i do think tt u play any game better with someone special teaching u...serious...(clinically tested by kitisan...er...yah tt's me) anyway...yah! u learn maths better...play pool better...(no other tests conducted...sorry)...lol...just simply better lahz.

anyway i got a nice top...it's abit orange-yellow-peach-goldi sh...oh! i noe le...it's champagne coloured!!! (wah...my eng dying)...yah...and it's totally nice...like princess...shall wear it to nice family (mine or others) parties...lol...and also concerts...cool

haven't seen E online for 2 days....i miss him...=S BAD SIGN!! OMEN! and cool...qi got into NUS computing...added incentive for me to go NUS...then at least got qi, rubz, shaz all there...it's like e congregation of ppl i noe...but heard e biz sch not gd =( haiyah! i wish there was only one uni in sg...lol...makes things alot easier...

i want eat ice cream. =D ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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