hmmm
hey...had a close brush with death today... i was peeing...then suddenly my heart was beating like totally fast...then i got really giddy and my head got really hot (prob coz too much blood) then blackout...i stumbled my way to my bed...laid down and this cold sensation washed over my head. Freaky... e doc offered me a scientific explanation tt it's a very common nervous sys thing when there is an involuntary response to e pee-ing action. she says tt it usu happens to men but of coz there are exceptions. no medicine for it. no cure. may happen again just wait and see. 2nd chronic illness in e 19 yrs of my life...hmmm...something wrong with my lifestyle or wat?? oh well...but always look on e bright side of life...my chronic anxiety hasn't really acted up for months (guess a life w/o OC and choir isn't tt stressful)...well...this new one...dunno lahz...just go toilet with someone and pray tt i dun die soon. If i am to die...i hope tt all my frens noe i truly love them to bits. =)
PS: tt means i cld die within e 1 metre radius of a toilet =S bad sign.