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05.01.05 (7:24 am) [edit]
i dun like thinking of titles as u can tell.
i realised watching 13 going 30 today tt sometimes we cannot select e one to get attached to. i just love him with all i have...with all my heart...even if he hates me for tt...i have nothing to say. re-reading his reply to my request for help out of my depressed state...he ended off saying thelegsare yours. i tot it to be some french thing...but turns out...it's the legs are yours. i do think so at least. wld someone who loves u tell u tt ur legs are urs after he apparently scolded and depressed u?? brilliant. so my legs are mine. but displeased as i may be...only 2 things can work my legs...my heart and my brain can will it...my heart remains quiveringly silent and my brain tells me tt it's impossible to get away...
i noe in my heart tt despite all ur positive traits...u are not gd enuf for me....
why? becoz u dun love me...only someone who loves another truly deserves e person.
even if we get together...we will not be happy coz wat u want i cannot give u...and wat i want...u cannot give me. wat's e pt of sticking togehter if in e end we will part coz of our differences and choose to nvr see each other again??
i have so much fun talking to ter...yet....something is missing...it's not tt i'm not attracted to him...i guess i just dun love him though i like him.
my life is so weird.
i realised watching 13 going 30 today tt sometimes we cannot select e one to get attached to. i just love him with all i have...with all my heart...even if he hates me for tt...i have nothing to say. re-reading his reply to my request for help out of my depressed state...he ended off saying thelegsare yours. i tot it to be some french thing...but turns out...it's the legs are yours. i do think so at least. wld someone who loves u tell u tt ur legs are urs after he apparently scolded and depressed u?? brilliant. so my legs are mine. but displeased as i may be...only 2 things can work my legs...my heart and my brain can will it...my heart remains quiveringly silent and my brain tells me tt it's impossible to get away...
i noe in my heart tt despite all ur positive traits...u are not gd enuf for me....
why? becoz u dun love me...only someone who loves another truly deserves e person.
even if we get together...we will not be happy coz wat u want i cannot give u...and wat i want...u cannot give me. wat's e pt of sticking togehter if in e end we will part coz of our differences and choose to nvr see each other again??
i have so much fun talking to ter...yet....something is missing...it's not tt i'm not attracted to him...i guess i just dun love him though i like him.
my life is so weird.