hmmm
04.26.05 (7:01 am) [edit]
when u have journeyed to e end of this rd...u looked back and u see me standing here weeping...exactly in e same position...nvr moved a muscle. i smsed u today and told u tt i am totally depressed...dunno y and u rep tt u are sorry but u can't help me much now....so i guess tt means i can cont waiting here in tears?? if u loved me...u wld have called me or smsed me immediately no matter how busy u are. so this means u dun. if u really loved me...no matter how busy u are...u will ask me to go back so we can talk or u wld ask me when i am free to chat online...u din...u told me to get back on my own feet...told me tt u cannot help me rite NOW...
i cannot let go of my life and allow it to spin out of control as a reaction to ur life...i can if u promise tt u will always be here to catch hold of me when i rant and rave when i am out of control. but u cannot be here. coz u and i are not meant to be. in a simple sms...i can tell easily how lil u love me. Thank you for allowing me to wake up from any hope i may cherish...i will stand up upon my feet again becoz u have forced me to.
it is true...it is a greater bliss to have someone love u more than u love him. it is sometimes just too draining for me to delve into r/s one after another...
Somwhere...i will find
the one for me
anticipating, hoping that the
romantic encounters we
share would last for eternity.
perhaps...he would be somewhere out there
i would recognize him by the
ring he bears...
a ring of such simplicity...a ring tt wld symbolize our
Love.
Heez...came up with tt in like 2 mins?? power house. it's a riddle...see how can find e ring...it's somewhere in orchard...cost less than 5 bucks...i believe in fate. i decide to walk away...and i pray tt fate wld whisk me away from e road i am in now...and present me to e one i am meant to accept...e one i am meant to love. this feels abit like Lord of e Rings...and i nvr had much to do with tt bk/show...but watever it is...let's check wat fate has in store...before i shape my destiny...perhaps it will be one and e same
i cannot let go of my life and allow it to spin out of control as a reaction to ur life...i can if u promise tt u will always be here to catch hold of me when i rant and rave when i am out of control. but u cannot be here. coz u and i are not meant to be. in a simple sms...i can tell easily how lil u love me. Thank you for allowing me to wake up from any hope i may cherish...i will stand up upon my feet again becoz u have forced me to.
it is true...it is a greater bliss to have someone love u more than u love him. it is sometimes just too draining for me to delve into r/s one after another...
Somwhere...i will find
the one for me
anticipating, hoping that the
romantic encounters we
share would last for eternity.
perhaps...he would be somewhere out there
i would recognize him by the
ring he bears...
a ring of such simplicity...a ring tt wld symbolize our
Love.
Heez...came up with tt in like 2 mins?? power house. it's a riddle...see how can find e ring...it's somewhere in orchard...cost less than 5 bucks...i believe in fate. i decide to walk away...and i pray tt fate wld whisk me away from e road i am in now...and present me to e one i am meant to accept...e one i am meant to love. this feels abit like Lord of e Rings...and i nvr had much to do with tt bk/show...but watever it is...let's check wat fate has in store...before i shape my destiny...perhaps it will be one and e same