sometimes...i wonder y i keep knocking my head against this damn wall. Yest i rushed back to sch...for wat? it was coz i cared abt e grp...i can tell u tt if a few ppl were not there anymore...i won't go back anymore.
1) you.
2) yy
3) ting
4) mt
5) stro
6) stoner

and perhaps u noe...perhaps u dun...number 1 to 3 are e main reasons. WELL...u had to scold me. i dun understand y u were in ur foul mood...but i noe tt if u wanted to hurt something someone real bad...u picked a gd target coz e more someone loves u...e deeper will be e hurt.

i am not angry...i just just hurt beyond words...but yest...when u apologized...it was a big plaster. i dun noe if i shld thank u for apologizing...i dunno anything now...a gaping wound...i think ur plaster is still not big enuf.

things at ch oir are at such a state where i am helpless...i noe u are too...u seem to be doing exactly wat i wld do and am doing. talking to everyone to try to placate them. it's amazing watching u run ard...doing tihngs i wld do...saying things i wld say...esp when i am next to u...trying to say e same thing at e same time to e same ppl and standing in e same way. i noe now tt i dun regret having fought for ur post. coz i noe tt u are doing well enuf. my genes ahz...lol

i realised tt i dun like arguing with my frens over things...even if i am trying to justify something...think i am evolving.

i love u. u hurt me. have i ever hurt u too?? u said lalala..deep down...i hope i have...bcoz hurt can only occur if u feel something for someone.

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