no doubt abt it...i feel a strong sense of attraction to 2 ppl...a d and a y...tt spells...DY die..lol...anyway even worse news tt d is not da...lol...now i'm so confused and luan and dunno wat to say also. i dun love any of them though...i'm just attracted...diff diff...

both y and d...lol...same sec sch. same jc. same bo da bo shui...lol...both of them like to sit next to me or on my table in class somemore....totally freaky.anyway...i dunno how also...i guess i shld enjoy e feeling...coz after all...all 3...yes, even da are just passerbys in my life....prob will lose touch with them after i start uni..

however, i've said alot of wrong things and done alot of wrong things during camp...
1. 1st day i called d by da's name and da by d's name...when i called da by d's name...he was already walking away and i was trying to stop him. when i shouted wrongly and changed it he shouted something i din hear...

2. da was in a bad mood...walking to e canteen from mpr3...then i said 'i borrow d for a while hor...' coz d was supposed to come for camp and we were playing monopoly so borrow abit longer lahz...won't die also...then da was mumbling something abt d loving me blah blah as he stormed into e canteen...then i felt abit diaoz...then i dunno wat to say also...and d din say anything but since i heard he shld have heard....since he nvr say anything...i told him oh no oh no oh no...da having mood swing die die die.

3. wat other wrong things i do?? da called me a molester...dunno y..also nvr touch him..zzzzz but i must admit tt i linked arms with d for this game...must admit tt e game starting is holding hands mahz...then S ask me join...then ying and d in front of me so i cut in lorz...like my fault like tt!!

4. i took e dumb record bk home...this will trouble vivienne lorz..zzz

5. i told everyone tt d is a most horrible student. totally rebellious...and yupz...his actions during e camp helped prove me rite. (but of coz there are gd pts abt him too)

6. i kept teasing d abt his diff opinions and attributing them to e fact tt he is m'sian

7. i have no idea y but on e 2nd day of camp i kept suaning da...so sarca...i said things like 'ur camp so big no first aid kit must go office take ahz' then i said 'wah...y S carry so many things back to e rm alone' then i looked at e da who's i/c of camp and eating. zzz i honestly dunno y i did it! argh

gd things...or at least fun things
1. monopoly rox...especially coz i won

2. stupid d...always makes me laff. first he say scared of balloons then he went bursting balloons..just wanted to trick me to blow e balloons for him and tie them up. zzz

3. still stupid d...he had a forfeit which is to eat a tomato...in e end...he hid it behind e cupboard...i tot he threw it away coz he left e rm...when he came back i started scolding him...then he said he had a surprise for me behind e cupboard...i went there...and oh god...tomato...i wanted to throw e tomato at him...but i cldn't find him in e rm so i went out look ard and went back in...and there he was hiding behind e curtains with his hand sticking out just holding a bball then i wth....then he said i'm blind...got bball sticking out of curtains also nvr notice

4. d told me tt e only reason y he's going to camp is for my sake...lol.....after tt sweet comment damn funny...coz he keep asking if there's any chio gal coming for camp...i said sure got...he can go search...then he said sure dun have...but come for my sake. just for me. then i said lol...i also not chio. then he said precisely tt's y!!! lol!!!!!!

5. we played stupid games...then we sabo ppl like supposed to be blindfolded and find grp members by making a certain sound...we took out a certain member...then tt grp went 'dup dup dup dup dup' for like 15 mins still cannot find...hohoho...then after tt we played this game when we join hands in any way then ppl try to ram into our circle...at first i was with d...then he said change strategy coz his other side all guys then oppo us all gals then he wanted go over...but after he got out...no one supported him so he just anyhow join somewhere. then tt da......keep saying tt i must be e weak link keep ramming into me...but he nvr got in and he's e most violent one...hohoho...i'm pro.but he bang into me till i damn pain...zzzzz...but now okie le lahz...last nite pain only. then after tt play some sticker thing...diff colour stickers paste on ur head then ppl of e same colour will find u...then rite...yy pasted one on me...da came and took it off and pasted 'another one' instead...when i opened my eyes everyone came to me and laffed at me then da shushed them then i felt damn blur then i felt my forehead...damn got 4 diff colour stickers...so i belong to ALL e grps....zzzz...so i ran after da to whack him so we ran ard and ard and ard then S say like indian movie...lol...tt's nice wat =) at least it's a romance movie...lalala...in e end i guess tt i vented all my unhappiness of tt day on running ard laffing and hitting da and preventing da from ramming into me.......

6. i told d after treasure hunt tt he's supposed to be in p's grp...then he switched grps...but he said he's supposed to be in grp 3 lahz....then i said 'fine. watever.' coz i really wasn't sure just tt p's grp only got 3 j1s including p who is sick....then he was queueing up near them during e balloon thing so i assume he's naughty and changed grps...so it may actually be my fault....but yupz...although he really thinks tt he is supposed to be in grp 3 with his only frens....he actually went over to grp 4 which is p's grp...w/o even mentioning it to me...i only noe coz i spotted it. =)...see..he ain't so rebellious after all

7. oh yah...he's surprisingly 1. religious 2. a gd pianist...not e pop songs jio gal kind somemore...he's e church kind...e guitar+piano kind...power sia...and he composes his own songs...not e pop kind either but e really instrumental kind...e titles are like 'The best of e G' lol!!! coz G major...zzzzz...madness but he has composed 3 songs...all real nice

so in conclusion both of them make me laff like hell. rox. but also fan like hell. not tt any of them will like me bahz i guess

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