my pc's fixed..lol!! anyway....know wat...i nvr tot i will say this...but i miss a mugger...lol...although ter damn nerd and everything he's real nice...and guess i'm really bored in e staffrm...anyway he sent me a nice sms tt's quite true....it's a fwd msg with bad eng...after editing it goes like 'I may not be e someone in ur mind nor e someone in ur heart, ur dreams or ur life but at least i am ur someone when u have no one. think 'when u needed someone' instead of 'have no one' is more apt...and gosh i think i'm too into this eng thing...zzz..i realised tt i was correcting ppl on msn somemore..like wth..madness

anyway...my students are real nice...we went dinner yest again...i noe i shldn't have favs but i think i have a fav class..hohoho...and i'm real proud of some ppl...honours roll! there's shawn..he got 3rd in his cohort...tt's wow considering he's actively involved in choir and house matters...there's stephen...he chose to retain and is now in e top 15...tt's like wow wow wow...talk abt maturity...and there's this student of mine...he's very diff from e others but he doesn't try to change to fit in and well...tt takes a fair amt of courage

anyway...i declare today 'Catching-up day' coz first i'm meeting shaz and rubs to talk cock...afterwhich i'm meeting shan at nite to talk cock....

frankly...if they ask me how i'm doing........i dunno. i think me and HIM are impossible le...i guess tt me and him have reached a ceiling...a cap to any further dev....i watch him ard me...watch him ard other ppl....i just noe tt he is not and will not be mine. i can feel it acutely. but at least...he doesn't sap my energy as much now. i have no idea wat to say. no idea...but dun care lahz! i dun like being weak. da makes me weak. although i always think of him at mealtimes...i mean...no choice rite?? i will walk away de lahz...after all i walked away from corn...although it was a long and painstakingly walk...i'll definitely survive it....so y worry. anyone new in my life?? no except my students...it's abit like adopting a child when u're single...suddenly ur world is filled with tt child's smiles and laughter and every facial exp...i guess tt yupz...i have adopted 3 classes...=) and some of them esp take up a bit part of my world.

0 Comments