hmmmm...well...i told Y tt i like D....when i did...i felt sad...suddenly like no energy left....but when i got hm...i had an incredible conversation with D....he told me so much abt this gal he likes and stuff...although he nvr once suggested tt i even noe this gal...he didn't go =X or put a nick like 'i'm not gd enuf for u' when i told him tt i told Y tt i like this particular guy...i'm sure he noes it's him...so i take e lack of negative action as a positive and his suddenly quick reps and liveliness as a positive sign...i noe it's really silly if i say i plan to wait for him and see if i really am e gal...or wait till i realise i'm not e gal he's speaking of...or wait till he dun like me anymore before he is ready...i dunno...but i will still give him my everything....dun say i'm noble.....coz i'm selfish...whatever it is...i just want to let him realise and remind him tt i love him...i noe it'll be a burden for him and it may exhuast me.....but i noe tt's e only route i have if i want to live with myself...so tt's selfish. Y is reminding me everyday tt he loves me too...so...i noe...it will become a burden but i cannot blame him....

want go my cousin's house stay! i want!!!

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