ai zhen de hen jian dan...listening to e budak version...budak...my common memory with him bahz...although i went buy e cd with Y...i will always rem budak as a da thing...it took me so many yrs to begin to forget corn....i have wonderful memories with da too...i realise tt i can nvr eat anything e same again w/o feeling tt sense of loss w/o da....cannot listen to budak w/o thinking of him...cannot go pass orchard, marina, citylink, suntec, pj, my cousin's house w/o missing him...yest his nick as ouch...i was glad it's ouch...coz tt means tt perhaps i ouched him...perhaps him seeing me with Y ouched him...i can only pray tt....i have onlyy one wish this xmas...and tt is him...'all i want for xmas is u'...........i really mean it...merry xmas da...maybe u have joy replacing e sorrow on ur face...not a forced smile but a real smile...may u open ur heart to e world and not fence urself in ur constructed world...may u find love, peace within urself and joy and maybe one day...u will find out tt i love u....=)

i only sent a 00:00 sms...and tt was to da...right on e dot...e minute i sent it and exit e folder..it turned 00:01....i've decided to make it really really obvious tt i like u...too bad! sorry if i cause any trouble...but sometimes...one shld be more ren xin....and fight for wat one wants even if it kills her...hmph! bleahz...=p

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