feeling funny...
10.22.04 (11:13 pm) [edit]
dunno y i'm feeling funny..but i just am.
okie..blow by blow summary of yest...
i was slacking ard at hm...woke up too early...trying to fill up my time with trivialities coz not enuf time to play computer games...but too much time to do nothing..LOL...so while i was thinking whether i shld go change into sch uni and strove off to sch early...my phone rang. it was HIM...he asked if i'm hm so i said yah and he asked me to help him check out wat's e sistic hotline..so i did. after i did tt..i decided tt forget it...i shall go sch early and see who i noe is there...so i got changed (during e course of which i missed 2 calls but it's e same number and e 'sorry wrong number' person)..went to e living rm...and then it rang again...this time...it was HIM again...he asked wat time i'm going over to sch...and i said 'right now i'm leaving e house'...then he asked if i wld be passing by cck and i said i cld if i want...so i was supposed to go cck and get sistic tix from e booth..LOL.......so......i left my house walking + running to e mrt station...then...e phone ran again...surprised tt i cld feel e vibration..i just felt like hitting my hand against my phone and ta-dum it was vibrating..LOL..so i ansed...it was HIM again...and he said change to 17 tix....so okie......
okie...so i reached cck after smsing and talking on e phone so much with him which is totally rare...then i went sistic...and e transaction kept getting declined...guess wat! coz i got not enuf money in my acct....=X soooooooo malu...so.....at my critical malu period..ming called me and asked me abt sch......SO!! since he so suay call me rite...i asked him to lend me cash...apparently he only had 20...but better than nothing.......so i drew 50 from my 72 bucks bank acct balance and met rub who's supposed to rescue with with 5 bucks (as u can tell..i really bankrupt) LOL...so i calculated tt with my 50 withdrawal 30 bucks in wallet...ming's 20 and rubin's 5...it's 3 bucks more than enuf!! LOL......(damn sad) well..........then ming turned up with sky...i think tt 50 might be sky's or ming's parents-will-scold if gone money...so i'm SOOOOOOOO grateful...i'll buy ming lunch soon *mental note* yah! so i erm paid?? LOL...and tt STUPID HIM rite...called me ask how's things...i told him e embarrassing thing...and he laff until so evil!!!!! but kept thanking me lahz
then noeing e da-xiao-ye chars of our dear ming...we took a cab back to sch...then on e cab...i called HIM and said tt i'm reaching soon...then he said okie..then i said soon like 3 mins coz i'm in a cab...and he offered to pay for e cab fare?? then i was like abit stunned like for wat he pay..i take cab also none of his biz...then i said dunnit..nvm...i take cab none of his biz wat..LOL...then i tot tt sounded abit....not very ke ai...so i said 'okie lorz..if u really want to pay' but i tot tt sounded very greedy and like i'm just eyeing his money...so i said 'better dun want lahz' then i tot i sounded stupid and bimbotic...coz i seem like i can't make up my mind! so i'm like argh!!!!! forget it!~ i pay!!!!! so yah...LOL!!! so i paid for sky ming and rubz too...since they all came fetch me from lot 1 =D.... then we reached sch...and HE happened to be running down e stair...so i passed him e tixs..and asked wat time he going there from sch and if i can meet him...and he said yah and stuff.......
so from 1+ to 5.......i studied in sch...alone (at first was with huda lahz...until 3 then she left for PE)......alone. okie 1 person in this world can let me almost close down my bank acct...run from house to mrt station in sch uni....malu myself like tt and call e whole world urgently to borrow money...and be alone..even if it meant 3 hrs of solitude...make me eat till i feel like puking and continue eating.....hmmmmmm...and as i typed this...this one person came online..i asked if he's busy and he said not really...how can he be not busy when he's doing PW?? i think he means tt he's not REALLY busy..LOL
okie! after tt..i met HIM at e concourse..then we met e rest and made our way to cck where HE insisted on drawing money str away to return me......so he did...and then we went over to city hall lorz..had a walk there...me and shi were like sticking together like sisters..felt nice..LOL..and HE kept appearing nearby so we went there..he gave out e tix...and i tot for e 1st time in my life i won't be next to him then d wanted to change places...and i ended up next to HIM again...well....it felt weird bahz...shld be coz this tt i feel funny...coz HE said he wanted to sit at e side coz long legs...then d said tt he dunno me..we're strangers and he shldn't talk to strangers...tt's like damn lame.....and HE did something funny...he was making e scissors gesture on d......tt's like just funny lahz...then after a long while...HE stood up and said 'so u want change place not...i also stand up le' e performance was like starting lahz...e ppl were moving onto stage le then they do this kind of lame thing...then d was like not moving...then HE was like faster lahz...so they changed place......e 1st half was complete zzzz-land...half our my dear ppl were in twilight zone...then after tt i realised tt me and HIM seem to be prone to lean near each other..then he whispered to me alot of stuff...=) after tt....we so quite near..and i was damn damn sianz....so i did a more unexpected thing..i rested my head on his shoulder.....it felt nice...very nice...but then it was only for like 3secs..LOL...then we continued just being near lorz.....after first half..HE was at least more alive...everyone was more alive coz at least 2nd half more interesting...=)
after tt we walked to go makan lahz...funny y d keep pushing HIM to my direction then after HE like nvr walk tt near me...d went to my other side such tt i was betwn e 2 of them. just weird. after tt..funny but we made our way to burger king....and guess who we saw besides e dating a and sa..LOL..we saw gary tan!! my ex geog teacher..LOL...aka corn's cousin...so me and him talked abit of cock..and i asked abt corn blahz....i realised tt at bk..i was like quite close to g...dunno y...i think me and g got bk-chemistry..LOL..we love bk and turkey bacon and stuff...then me and him so happy eating together...then after tt...da and d came back after like almost 15 minutes at e counter!!!! and da was like 'dun like u.........tt's y they nvr give u burger' i was like .... then i said 'fine..i go take' then g was like standing up too......so i let him go then i sat down...then.....HE and d kept whispering stuff abt duno wat...e only audible part was when HE said 'then ur assumptions are wrong' he said it so loud...scary...then HE was like sooooooo sulky thruout e whole meal noe...then i was like looking at d like wat's wrong with him then d dun tell me then e others asked d..he said tt HE felt like puking...sigh..then HE like nvr talk to me during e whole meal???? i realised tt tt was e first time he din sit next to me.....and first time he nvr talk to me thru out a meal and i mean since i was at e side...next to G..i talk to him rite instead of HIM or d who are in their own world...anyway...G is a nice person to chat with...then i dunno lahz..not implying anything..HE may just be sick....then we left bk and HE was like happy again..bk influence??? after tt...i ran thru change alley to get to e bus stop hm.....then after tt.....i smsed HIM and ask him wat's wrong..he said gastric...so yah! cldn't zzz last nite till abt 2 am...zzzzzz..sleepy now....
okie..blow by blow summary of yest...
i was slacking ard at hm...woke up too early...trying to fill up my time with trivialities coz not enuf time to play computer games...but too much time to do nothing..LOL...so while i was thinking whether i shld go change into sch uni and strove off to sch early...my phone rang. it was HIM...he asked if i'm hm so i said yah and he asked me to help him check out wat's e sistic hotline..so i did. after i did tt..i decided tt forget it...i shall go sch early and see who i noe is there...so i got changed (during e course of which i missed 2 calls but it's e same number and e 'sorry wrong number' person)..went to e living rm...and then it rang again...this time...it was HIM again...he asked wat time i'm going over to sch...and i said 'right now i'm leaving e house'...then he asked if i wld be passing by cck and i said i cld if i want...so i was supposed to go cck and get sistic tix from e booth..LOL.......so......i left my house walking + running to e mrt station...then...e phone ran again...surprised tt i cld feel e vibration..i just felt like hitting my hand against my phone and ta-dum it was vibrating..LOL..so i ansed...it was HIM again...and he said change to 17 tix....so okie......
okie...so i reached cck after smsing and talking on e phone so much with him which is totally rare...then i went sistic...and e transaction kept getting declined...guess wat! coz i got not enuf money in my acct....=X soooooooo malu...so.....at my critical malu period..ming called me and asked me abt sch......SO!! since he so suay call me rite...i asked him to lend me cash...apparently he only had 20...but better than nothing.......so i drew 50 from my 72 bucks bank acct balance and met rub who's supposed to rescue with with 5 bucks (as u can tell..i really bankrupt) LOL...so i calculated tt with my 50 withdrawal 30 bucks in wallet...ming's 20 and rubin's 5...it's 3 bucks more than enuf!! LOL......(damn sad) well..........then ming turned up with sky...i think tt 50 might be sky's or ming's parents-will-scold if gone money...so i'm SOOOOOOOO grateful...i'll buy ming lunch soon *mental note* yah! so i erm paid?? LOL...and tt STUPID HIM rite...called me ask how's things...i told him e embarrassing thing...and he laff until so evil!!!!! but kept thanking me lahz
then noeing e da-xiao-ye chars of our dear ming...we took a cab back to sch...then on e cab...i called HIM and said tt i'm reaching soon...then he said okie..then i said soon like 3 mins coz i'm in a cab...and he offered to pay for e cab fare?? then i was like abit stunned like for wat he pay..i take cab also none of his biz...then i said dunnit..nvm...i take cab none of his biz wat..LOL...then i tot tt sounded abit....not very ke ai...so i said 'okie lorz..if u really want to pay' but i tot tt sounded very greedy and like i'm just eyeing his money...so i said 'better dun want lahz' then i tot i sounded stupid and bimbotic...coz i seem like i can't make up my mind! so i'm like argh!!!!! forget it!~ i pay!!!!! so yah...LOL!!! so i paid for sky ming and rubz too...since they all came fetch me from lot 1 =D.... then we reached sch...and HE happened to be running down e stair...so i passed him e tixs..and asked wat time he going there from sch and if i can meet him...and he said yah and stuff.......
so from 1+ to 5.......i studied in sch...alone (at first was with huda lahz...until 3 then she left for PE)......alone. okie 1 person in this world can let me almost close down my bank acct...run from house to mrt station in sch uni....malu myself like tt and call e whole world urgently to borrow money...and be alone..even if it meant 3 hrs of solitude...make me eat till i feel like puking and continue eating.....hmmmmmm...and as i typed this...this one person came online..i asked if he's busy and he said not really...how can he be not busy when he's doing PW?? i think he means tt he's not REALLY busy..LOL
okie! after tt..i met HIM at e concourse..then we met e rest and made our way to cck where HE insisted on drawing money str away to return me......so he did...and then we went over to city hall lorz..had a walk there...me and shi were like sticking together like sisters..felt nice..LOL..and HE kept appearing nearby so we went there..he gave out e tix...and i tot for e 1st time in my life i won't be next to him then d wanted to change places...and i ended up next to HIM again...well....it felt weird bahz...shld be coz this tt i feel funny...coz HE said he wanted to sit at e side coz long legs...then d said tt he dunno me..we're strangers and he shldn't talk to strangers...tt's like damn lame.....and HE did something funny...he was making e scissors gesture on d......tt's like just funny lahz...then after a long while...HE stood up and said 'so u want change place not...i also stand up le' e performance was like starting lahz...e ppl were moving onto stage le then they do this kind of lame thing...then d was like not moving...then HE was like faster lahz...so they changed place......e 1st half was complete zzzz-land...half our my dear ppl were in twilight zone...then after tt i realised tt me and HIM seem to be prone to lean near each other..then he whispered to me alot of stuff...=) after tt....we so quite near..and i was damn damn sianz....so i did a more unexpected thing..i rested my head on his shoulder.....it felt nice...very nice...but then it was only for like 3secs..LOL...then we continued just being near lorz.....after first half..HE was at least more alive...everyone was more alive coz at least 2nd half more interesting...=)
after tt we walked to go makan lahz...funny y d keep pushing HIM to my direction then after HE like nvr walk tt near me...d went to my other side such tt i was betwn e 2 of them. just weird. after tt..funny but we made our way to burger king....and guess who we saw besides e dating a and sa..LOL..we saw gary tan!! my ex geog teacher..LOL...aka corn's cousin...so me and him talked abit of cock..and i asked abt corn blahz....i realised tt at bk..i was like quite close to g...dunno y...i think me and g got bk-chemistry..LOL..we love bk and turkey bacon and stuff...then me and him so happy eating together...then after tt...da and d came back after like almost 15 minutes at e counter!!!! and da was like 'dun like u.........tt's y they nvr give u burger' i was like .... then i said 'fine..i go take' then g was like standing up too......so i let him go then i sat down...then.....HE and d kept whispering stuff abt duno wat...e only audible part was when HE said 'then ur assumptions are wrong' he said it so loud...scary...then HE was like sooooooo sulky thruout e whole meal noe...then i was like looking at d like wat's wrong with him then d dun tell me then e others asked d..he said tt HE felt like puking...sigh..then HE like nvr talk to me during e whole meal???? i realised tt tt was e first time he din sit next to me.....and first time he nvr talk to me thru out a meal and i mean since i was at e side...next to G..i talk to him rite instead of HIM or d who are in their own world...anyway...G is a nice person to chat with...then i dunno lahz..not implying anything..HE may just be sick....then we left bk and HE was like happy again..bk influence??? after tt...i ran thru change alley to get to e bus stop hm.....then after tt.....i smsed HIM and ask him wat's wrong..he said gastric...so yah! cldn't zzz last nite till abt 2 am...zzzzzz..sleepy now....