falalalala
10.21.04 (12:59 pm) [edit]
i wish to believe even if it is just an illusion.
went C today...saw those pple..LOL...lovely ppl...then yah...broke for sectionals..then i follow stro lorz...somemore he with da..lalala...then supposed to leave e rm...i was talking to ms t lahz...so i stayed behind for a while lorz...then after tt...i was going to leave..then da joined me to leave...=)...so we left..then we went e rm...only e Ts there...so we had a lil whispering talk...quite nice......in e way.....=) i like it...like so close..so intimate..=) =) yah! then after tt...i just sat there and did work...i realised tt either sects very boring or something..coz he keeps looking at me..=) =) =) after tt they left e piano coz e Ts there and went to e keyboard...then he came and stopped at my table...i dunno lahz..like nothing to say ahz...like just not me to crap during sects...then he just stood there before me...for damn long...playing with e cds on e table and we just look at each other??? then after abt 5 minutes or silence..he left for prac..LOL...if i was less caught in it...i wld have scolded him for wasting time............well...very funny lahz tt stro...so many comments abt e J1s...keep coming to tell me...then i realised tt HE glanced in my direction everytime stro came along to bitch abt things....and once...we ended up staring at each other and he stuck out his tongue...LOL...his fav lahz........
after tt went back to e rm...then wah liew...they sing abit can die..LOL....then after tt...poor cat was sick..so he came sit with me lorz...then HE stuck out his tongue at me again....=) after tt got meeting..so i went along lorz...HE came and sat next to me...=) well..as usu e stro next to me is bitching abt things...and HE was whispering all kinds of things to me too.....=) well......at e end of meeting...stro wanted to go le with J and P...so we left lorz...i dun want to keep like hanging out with HIM too...even if most of it are coincidental...like abit obvious......so i left with stro......then after tt..we waited at e bus stop for like 20 mins...no 190...tt's like super unusu.....usu 5 mins have le...then HIM and D appeared........once they appeared...190 came....fate?? i dunno.......i was 20 minutes early in leaving e sch...yet we got onto e same bus..and talked somemore cock...HIS instincts damn gd...cld even tell tt i regretted something......just by looking at my face noe.......yes...i do regret it abit...but tonite...he told me exactly y i shldn't regret it...and it made a lot of sense to me too.......comforting i guess...and i realised tt everytime i talk to him..he change display pic to a nice happy one =) =)..........and he asked if i regret giving him his post and i said no......i won't regret any decision tt i make abt him bahz.......i think he is gd enuf...and i still think so. definitely. he asked me y no..and i merely said tt he nvr made any mistakes ahz...which is true......anyway.......he promised tt he will work hard and be a better vp than me...tt's gd.........=) i told him tt it's so touching i cld hug him tmr...and he said lol...he shall prep an electric ball then.......soooooooo dot dot dot
still finished all my food......=)
went C today...saw those pple..LOL...lovely ppl...then yah...broke for sectionals..then i follow stro lorz...somemore he with da..lalala...then supposed to leave e rm...i was talking to ms t lahz...so i stayed behind for a while lorz...then after tt...i was going to leave..then da joined me to leave...=)...so we left..then we went e rm...only e Ts there...so we had a lil whispering talk...quite nice......in e way.....=) i like it...like so close..so intimate..=) =) yah! then after tt...i just sat there and did work...i realised tt either sects very boring or something..coz he keeps looking at me..=) =) =) after tt they left e piano coz e Ts there and went to e keyboard...then he came and stopped at my table...i dunno lahz..like nothing to say ahz...like just not me to crap during sects...then he just stood there before me...for damn long...playing with e cds on e table and we just look at each other??? then after abt 5 minutes or silence..he left for prac..LOL...if i was less caught in it...i wld have scolded him for wasting time............well...very funny lahz tt stro...so many comments abt e J1s...keep coming to tell me...then i realised tt HE glanced in my direction everytime stro came along to bitch abt things....and once...we ended up staring at each other and he stuck out his tongue...LOL...his fav lahz........
after tt went back to e rm...then wah liew...they sing abit can die..LOL....then after tt...poor cat was sick..so he came sit with me lorz...then HE stuck out his tongue at me again....=) after tt got meeting..so i went along lorz...HE came and sat next to me...=) well..as usu e stro next to me is bitching abt things...and HE was whispering all kinds of things to me too.....=) well......at e end of meeting...stro wanted to go le with J and P...so we left lorz...i dun want to keep like hanging out with HIM too...even if most of it are coincidental...like abit obvious......so i left with stro......then after tt..we waited at e bus stop for like 20 mins...no 190...tt's like super unusu.....usu 5 mins have le...then HIM and D appeared........once they appeared...190 came....fate?? i dunno.......i was 20 minutes early in leaving e sch...yet we got onto e same bus..and talked somemore cock...HIS instincts damn gd...cld even tell tt i regretted something......just by looking at my face noe.......yes...i do regret it abit...but tonite...he told me exactly y i shldn't regret it...and it made a lot of sense to me too.......comforting i guess...and i realised tt everytime i talk to him..he change display pic to a nice happy one =) =)..........and he asked if i regret giving him his post and i said no......i won't regret any decision tt i make abt him bahz.......i think he is gd enuf...and i still think so. definitely. he asked me y no..and i merely said tt he nvr made any mistakes ahz...which is true......anyway.......he promised tt he will work hard and be a better vp than me...tt's gd.........=) i told him tt it's so touching i cld hug him tmr...and he said lol...he shall prep an electric ball then.......soooooooo dot dot dot
still finished all my food......=)