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10.19.04 (7:56 am) [edit]
welll...still finishing all my food...but my period of gd mood has taken a dip...been quite agitated this evening...shouting my conversations with my parents...they commented tt i'm cranky tonite...well...no choice..just now cw commented tt i sounds desperate on my last blog...wat e helll lorz....tt's wat i call sincerity...better than lying rite?? dunno lahz...i really dunno...no matter wat it is...i found e one i want and love...so there. well...not much mood to talk much now also...just now wah...really felt like hanging up on him..tt's e worse comment to give a gal lahz....i dunno bahz...aries pple more blunt i guess........
sch today..i met up with ming han fi makan ice cream today (skipping eddie's lesson for ice cream)...choc fudge ice cream..yum yum *licks lips* saw da..........when i went help they all buy drinks....i walked to e stall then walked back coz no grass power for ming...then when i finished taking orders again and walked back to e stall..da was at e stall getting fruits...it made me think if he walked there seeing me there.....coz tt's wat i did yest!!!! but i missed him yest...so today..i walked faster........but still missed him...and he missed me too.......LOL..........well......after tt..i dunno alhz...kept looking at him from my table...his back is towards me coz his table quite far from me and slightly in front....then once he turned ard and glanced in my direction and i quickly looked away..wonder if he saw me..LOL........
after tt he was talking to SA then wah liew..look so irritated..i was scared he will box SA so i walked ard and ard there...and he really gave me weird looks...LOL.....then heard from SA after tt tt things ain't tt great...zzz...shld i call da and ask how's things?? if he doesn't come online..it may mean tt he doesn't want to talk abt it...if he wants to talk abt it..he'll prob come online......SO.........i guess tt i shall wait and see...... [written: 7+ pm]
now...9:05..i called da at 8.17...his maid said he's not hm...i called his hp just a few minutes ago.......i asked if he got free incoming..he said sort of and said something i din quite catch..then silence!! for like 10 secs...i was like 'hello?????? hello?????????' until i tot he hanged up or something like tt..then he said hello and tt he just got up a bus..LOL...then after tt i asked him how was e talking..he said talk alot lorz..apparently he, y and SA all talked to F at e same time...guess tt they sort out many issues...including e fact tt da's not doing enuf and shld do more =) well well...guess tt since they est a direction things shld pick up from here...=) then we talked abit more abt their conversations today...and how da looked so scary and stuff...then well...then tt's kind of like conversation ended bahz...official biz ahz...then silence.......then i said 'okie lorz...as long as things are okie...so yahz....so i'll talk to u some other time' then da said 'seeya tmr' then i said 'tmr i no sch..LOL..seeya day after' then da said tmr he half day anyway...then we started talking abt him playing cards blahz...how he pon alot of lessons..how i pon alot of lessons too..how i ran into eddie and HOD today..blahz.......then after tt...dunno bahz...i knew tt he's going to get off e bus soon ahz...he prob went westmall for dinner onlytt's like 3 or 4 stops only..so i din want him to have to so mafan get off e bus with phone and all his stuff blahz...so i said 'okie lahz! so i'll see ya day after' then i said bye.......and he said bye.......i dunno lahz...feels nice...LOL...we just both sounded 'soft' in terms of mood..not volume..i dunno....=)
sch today..i met up with ming han fi makan ice cream today (skipping eddie's lesson for ice cream)...choc fudge ice cream..yum yum *licks lips* saw da..........when i went help they all buy drinks....i walked to e stall then walked back coz no grass power for ming...then when i finished taking orders again and walked back to e stall..da was at e stall getting fruits...it made me think if he walked there seeing me there.....coz tt's wat i did yest!!!! but i missed him yest...so today..i walked faster........but still missed him...and he missed me too.......LOL..........well......after tt..i dunno alhz...kept looking at him from my table...his back is towards me coz his table quite far from me and slightly in front....then once he turned ard and glanced in my direction and i quickly looked away..wonder if he saw me..LOL........
after tt he was talking to SA then wah liew..look so irritated..i was scared he will box SA so i walked ard and ard there...and he really gave me weird looks...LOL.....then heard from SA after tt tt things ain't tt great...zzz...shld i call da and ask how's things?? if he doesn't come online..it may mean tt he doesn't want to talk abt it...if he wants to talk abt it..he'll prob come online......SO.........i guess tt i shall wait and see...... [written: 7+ pm]
now...9:05..i called da at 8.17...his maid said he's not hm...i called his hp just a few minutes ago.......i asked if he got free incoming..he said sort of and said something i din quite catch..then silence!! for like 10 secs...i was like 'hello?????? hello?????????' until i tot he hanged up or something like tt..then he said hello and tt he just got up a bus..LOL...then after tt i asked him how was e talking..he said talk alot lorz..apparently he, y and SA all talked to F at e same time...guess tt they sort out many issues...including e fact tt da's not doing enuf and shld do more =) well well...guess tt since they est a direction things shld pick up from here...=) then we talked abit more abt their conversations today...and how da looked so scary and stuff...then well...then tt's kind of like conversation ended bahz...official biz ahz...then silence.......then i said 'okie lorz...as long as things are okie...so yahz....so i'll talk to u some other time' then da said 'seeya tmr' then i said 'tmr i no sch..LOL..seeya day after' then da said tmr he half day anyway...then we started talking abt him playing cards blahz...how he pon alot of lessons..how i pon alot of lessons too..how i ran into eddie and HOD today..blahz.......then after tt...dunno bahz...i knew tt he's going to get off e bus soon ahz...he prob went westmall for dinner onlytt's like 3 or 4 stops only..so i din want him to have to so mafan get off e bus with phone and all his stuff blahz...so i said 'okie lahz! so i'll see ya day after' then i said bye.......and he said bye.......i dunno lahz...feels nice...LOL...we just both sounded 'soft' in terms of mood..not volume..i dunno....=)