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10.15.04 (6:06 am) [edit]
wah liew...i'm angry. very angry. very pissed. with choir. wth are they doing...well u wld prob tell me to ask e com?? who can i ask! u fucking tell me ahz..shld i ask e von who noes most things but nvr passes down e msg to e members??? or e da who will go cut himself when i scold him? or shld i ask dear F who will ask me to ask von and is usu MIA??? wtf lahz...hello?????? i wonder if i did anything wrong during my period of service...did we admit e wrong members? did we choose e wrong com? wat did we do wrong???????????????????? ????????????????
sigh.......secretly read gh's blog...he said tt if des joins choir..he will quit...wat kind of trade-off is this?? gh is like one of e best male singers...how can they do this before SYF?? is it tt we admitted too many pple who can't sing???????? but no choice wat...tt's e quality we got. is it tt we got e wrong com...also not wat...i can't think of how e com can be changed to be better. =X *feel like crying* y liddat one!! i understand y da cut his hair yest le.......i understand y ms lim looked so happy to see me tt she teared and said tt i'm almost indispensible but cannot take away almost coz tt's an absolute statement and she's a GP teacher............sigh.......i FEEL like KILLING someone...but who?????? haiyoh...i dun u/s these new batch of j1s...shld i go open house tmr or kbox??????????? i feel a need to go kbox..but one shld not be selfish...but i'm leaving soon...wat i can do for this choir is limited by time...i wished once upon a time tt da can take over me..coz at tt time..i felt tt he's alot like me...but now...he's only abit like lahz! LOL...i dun think he's up to it frankly. he will do everything himself and get stressed and stuff..and he's not exactly e most fair person i noe........but he's sad to say..e guy to project an image for choir together with shawn......i dunno lahz...........i feel like banging my head against e wall now...how to study like this?? and how?? kbox or sch?? maybe it's time to don my leadership cape once again and screw these ppl
sigh.......secretly read gh's blog...he said tt if des joins choir..he will quit...wat kind of trade-off is this?? gh is like one of e best male singers...how can they do this before SYF?? is it tt we admitted too many pple who can't sing???????? but no choice wat...tt's e quality we got. is it tt we got e wrong com...also not wat...i can't think of how e com can be changed to be better. =X *feel like crying* y liddat one!! i understand y da cut his hair yest le.......i understand y ms lim looked so happy to see me tt she teared and said tt i'm almost indispensible but cannot take away almost coz tt's an absolute statement and she's a GP teacher............sigh.......i FEEL like KILLING someone...but who?????? haiyoh...i dun u/s these new batch of j1s...shld i go open house tmr or kbox??????????? i feel a need to go kbox..but one shld not be selfish...but i'm leaving soon...wat i can do for this choir is limited by time...i wished once upon a time tt da can take over me..coz at tt time..i felt tt he's alot like me...but now...he's only abit like lahz! LOL...i dun think he's up to it frankly. he will do everything himself and get stressed and stuff..and he's not exactly e most fair person i noe........but he's sad to say..e guy to project an image for choir together with shawn......i dunno lahz...........i feel like banging my head against e wall now...how to study like this?? and how?? kbox or sch?? maybe it's time to don my leadership cape once again and screw these ppl