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10.12.04 (12:22 am) [edit]
let's start with something light...on this particular SCH day...i came online and saw shaz and sam..LOL!!! we all ponned?? and it's not a conspiracy k...we just decided on our own accord w/o considering e decisions of each other to pon! LOL...crazy world...definitely depicts e value of edu...=p
i'm reading this theatre of e Absurd thingie now...i think i must be getting too gd at it..LOL...coz i feel wat e TOA aims to make its audience feel!! LOL...quoting e articles...'life seemed meaningless, directionless, and generally pretty difficult' questions wat is 'authentic living' (which is wat i'm qning..LOL) 'all-pervading angst and paralysis of action' 'life is nothing more than the revisions, decisions and commitments made' 'man is inhabiting a universe with which he is out of key' 'his place within it is w/o purpose' 'precariousness of human life and its fundamental arbitrariness' 'shocking man out an existence that has become trite, mechanical and complacent.' tt's all peeps...can't get myself to read on..LOL!! nvr an academic person really...wat am i i also dunno! no choice.
but tt pretty sums up e existential displacement i'm feeling..LOL...okie.......i had a weird dream last nite too..will blow u ppl off ur seats....it's surreal...fantastic realism..LOL (after barry's TOA..must talk some eddie's gothic...just hope i dun start spouting GOST) LOL!!!!!!!! okie...fantastic realism..coz it's at pj...but things tt will nvr happen happened...and well....just weird......okie..
The Dream:
It's supposed to happen today in sch...e date is today's date in e dream..it's like like prelude to farewell assembly...and it's held at e lockers area (my locker area at least) well...corn was performing! LOL...he was singing something then he saw me...then suddenly e scene changed to tt of a classrm...me and corn were sitting at e front corner...him then me..then an empty seat then rubz and shaz...then okie.....me and him were totally in our own world as this host kept talking...all i noe is tt she's female...then most of e dream was me and corn talking, joking, laffing...we were like soooooo happy in e dream so comfy...but i dun rem wat we said..LOL!! after tt...e setting got damn funny!! mixture betwn locker area and classrm...there were 2 rows of pple standing in front of us...but we were sitting on e classrm chair and table and e lockers there...then after tt....e host said she needed 3 ppl for a game...so she wanted to grab me.....i tried to hide my face with e newspaper...but she pulled me out..then we had this lucky draw thing...i got e smallest eraser (looks like mine cut in half...) then we were all supposed to put e eraser into our mouths!!!!!! e other 2 pple had damn big erasers (like sam's) then i had e smallest one...e whole thing went into my mouth...ARGH!!!!!! yah...it felt horrible in e dream....after tt i was declared e winner..dunno y..LOL...after tt e scene changed back to classrm...i was sitting on e table...and corn on e chair before me...then...i hate to say this...but erm...this is e first time my dream is even slightly porno...but he was going to stand up lahz...then he did it against my leg??????? tt's like abit...then i said 'erm..that is abit.......' in my dream...but he din bother...he looked like he din hear it in my dream...after tt he started walking out of e classrm...then i wanted to follow him...and rubz and shaz followed behind me...erm...in e dream i was staring to see if there's an erection..WAH LIEW!!! (must be rubz and shaz dreams corrupt me)...then after tt....erm..got lahz...then after tt...i saw ms jean!! coming out of this classrm (which is e toilets in real life...but classrm in my dream) she was wearing white top and a very light beige bottom...then she waved slightly and corn disappeared!!!! then i was a bit panicky and sad...then scene changed me shaz and rubz buying makan at this foodcourt looking place and malay food..LOL...and i ordered bee hoon yah....then after tt scene...suddenly changed again..me and rubz at tanjong pagar NTUC there...next to e NTUC got some Castillam shop...(pirated of novena's castilla) then we went in..no shopkeeper...e place looked ancient with modern furniture...then rite....i told rubz tt i wonder if it's under da....then rubz says it's under samuel!!!!!!!! but samuel only goes like once a yr...LOL...weirdo.....and something tt got injected thru-out e dream once in a while...ming kept asking me in e dream to help him buy stationery from popular...then he told me he wanted pens and an umbrella!! then he shows me alllll e umbrellas he had!!! alot lorz......got abt 8?? LOL...then i was pointing at one tt has e pop logo printed on it..and ask him if i shld buy tt...i forgot his ans...and e weirdest!! at e end of e dream...suddenly scene was me and rubz at lot 1 near e library there...then i showed her this piece of econs notes with khoo's comments...khoo wrote tt from e way i spoke to corn he saw a deep r/s and from my posture when i spoke to corn...he saw undying love..LOL!!!!! then i woke up...5.15...with a dilemna of whether to go sch...or stay hm...i wanted to tell everyone e dream...but i wanted to study at hm and blog this too! LOL......in e end...i'm sure u noe which won ;) dreamdictionary anyone??????
i'm reading this theatre of e Absurd thingie now...i think i must be getting too gd at it..LOL...coz i feel wat e TOA aims to make its audience feel!! LOL...quoting e articles...'life seemed meaningless, directionless, and generally pretty difficult' questions wat is 'authentic living' (which is wat i'm qning..LOL) 'all-pervading angst and paralysis of action' 'life is nothing more than the revisions, decisions and commitments made' 'man is inhabiting a universe with which he is out of key' 'his place within it is w/o purpose' 'precariousness of human life and its fundamental arbitrariness' 'shocking man out an existence that has become trite, mechanical and complacent.' tt's all peeps...can't get myself to read on..LOL!! nvr an academic person really...wat am i i also dunno! no choice.
but tt pretty sums up e existential displacement i'm feeling..LOL...okie.......i had a weird dream last nite too..will blow u ppl off ur seats....it's surreal...fantastic realism..LOL (after barry's TOA..must talk some eddie's gothic...just hope i dun start spouting GOST) LOL!!!!!!!! okie...fantastic realism..coz it's at pj...but things tt will nvr happen happened...and well....just weird......okie..
The Dream:
It's supposed to happen today in sch...e date is today's date in e dream..it's like like prelude to farewell assembly...and it's held at e lockers area (my locker area at least) well...corn was performing! LOL...he was singing something then he saw me...then suddenly e scene changed to tt of a classrm...me and corn were sitting at e front corner...him then me..then an empty seat then rubz and shaz...then okie.....me and him were totally in our own world as this host kept talking...all i noe is tt she's female...then most of e dream was me and corn talking, joking, laffing...we were like soooooo happy in e dream so comfy...but i dun rem wat we said..LOL!! after tt...e setting got damn funny!! mixture betwn locker area and classrm...there were 2 rows of pple standing in front of us...but we were sitting on e classrm chair and table and e lockers there...then after tt....e host said she needed 3 ppl for a game...so she wanted to grab me.....i tried to hide my face with e newspaper...but she pulled me out..then we had this lucky draw thing...i got e smallest eraser (looks like mine cut in half...) then we were all supposed to put e eraser into our mouths!!!!!! e other 2 pple had damn big erasers (like sam's) then i had e smallest one...e whole thing went into my mouth...ARGH!!!!!! yah...it felt horrible in e dream....after tt i was declared e winner..dunno y..LOL...after tt e scene changed back to classrm...i was sitting on e table...and corn on e chair before me...then...i hate to say this...but erm...this is e first time my dream is even slightly porno...but he was going to stand up lahz...then he did it against my leg??????? tt's like abit...then i said 'erm..that is abit.......' in my dream...but he din bother...he looked like he din hear it in my dream...after tt he started walking out of e classrm...then i wanted to follow him...and rubz and shaz followed behind me...erm...in e dream i was staring to see if there's an erection..WAH LIEW!!! (must be rubz and shaz dreams corrupt me)...then after tt....erm..got lahz...then after tt...i saw ms jean!! coming out of this classrm (which is e toilets in real life...but classrm in my dream) she was wearing white top and a very light beige bottom...then she waved slightly and corn disappeared!!!! then i was a bit panicky and sad...then scene changed me shaz and rubz buying makan at this foodcourt looking place and malay food..LOL...and i ordered bee hoon yah....then after tt scene...suddenly changed again..me and rubz at tanjong pagar NTUC there...next to e NTUC got some Castillam shop...(pirated of novena's castilla) then we went in..no shopkeeper...e place looked ancient with modern furniture...then rite....i told rubz tt i wonder if it's under da....then rubz says it's under samuel!!!!!!!! but samuel only goes like once a yr...LOL...weirdo.....and something tt got injected thru-out e dream once in a while...ming kept asking me in e dream to help him buy stationery from popular...then he told me he wanted pens and an umbrella!! then he shows me alllll e umbrellas he had!!! alot lorz......got abt 8?? LOL...then i was pointing at one tt has e pop logo printed on it..and ask him if i shld buy tt...i forgot his ans...and e weirdest!! at e end of e dream...suddenly scene was me and rubz at lot 1 near e library there...then i showed her this piece of econs notes with khoo's comments...khoo wrote tt from e way i spoke to corn he saw a deep r/s and from my posture when i spoke to corn...he saw undying love..LOL!!!!! then i woke up...5.15...with a dilemna of whether to go sch...or stay hm...i wanted to tell everyone e dream...but i wanted to study at hm and blog this too! LOL......in e end...i'm sure u noe which won ;) dreamdictionary anyone??????