i realised wat i'm looking for.....i realised tt i'm not seeking love nor success nor fame nor wealth...i'm seeking e stillness in a storm.....
他走了带不走你的 堂 风干后会留下彩虹 光
他走了你可以把梦 下 总会有个地方 等待爱飞翔
LOL...just like e lines...cw said tt i SEEM quite heck care abt stuff even da...welll...i have only one thing to say...whatever happens...i will survive it so yupz.....whatever happens...it's like kinda transient...(i guess)....i just want my stillness..LOL...Y just told me tt feelings come and go.....and he doesn't u/s it....if he dun u/s himself...u think i can u/s him?? LOL...do i u/s myself?? i think i do......at least i noe where my emotions are going...i tot abt things just now...tot abt e various pple in my life...where they stand...i realised one thing...i noe where everyone stands in my life...but do u even noe where i stand in urs....maybe it's time to start thinking....

feeling abit weird now...i dun quite noe y also...i told JE i not feeling too gd...and he started listing names..LOL..starts from da then Y...then studies...i think tt tt's JE's idea of e priorities of my life bahz...i think i still dun quite noe y i feel weird..not tt enlightened yet..LOL...maybe i just feel funny coz my life seems saturated...oh yah..i was feeling better this morn...rem i wanted to go for a walk?? i did! i walked from cck mrt to pj..LOL...walking and smelling e fresh grass made me think of LTC..nice feeling.....

i guess...tt rite now......i just want to noe wat role i play in ur life...be it major or minor...i just want to noe wat role i play in this whole game of Life....i want to be e stillness in e storm.....perhaps in all of us..there is a point of stillness tt we have neglected as life starts spinning us ard...i want to find it..........