had lit field trip today...e place i rem best is e cemetery......makes me feel like life is so short......just imagine...80 or 90 yrs and u will be deep undergrd...when u are young.....u study...when u get older u work...when u retire which will be like 60+.....u will realise tt maybe u have only 10 yrs left in ur life....tt's still not so bad.....wat if u dun live it to completion??? i cannot die rite now.

i have obligations..i have dreams and e ability to fulfill them...i have my loved ones tt i cannot leave behind.....i......also have no control over death. i tot of this nice quote today..i made it up...'we cannot choose how we die..but we can choose how we live. we cannot control death..but we can control Life'

Things to do before i die:
1) be nice to everyone who loves me
2) make sure tt my parents will be well taken care of
3) have e person i love at my side loving me
4) make sure tt after i die....everyone only has e best to say of me
5) see tt da is happy
6) see tt corn is happy
7) see sis get married
8) make sure ji'en can make it to uni
9) sit at a jetty and watch e sunset
10) sit at e beach to watch e sunrise
11) spend an entire nite counting stars with e one i love
12) i want to die with e person whom i love e most holding me even if he still doesn't love me.

sigh....life is fragile.......i wish tt i had control over death.....but i dun and nvr will.....all i wish tt if death is to claim me......let me have e time to settle my unfinished biz on this earth.....and let not e others be too sad..........for so far...i really have had a fruitful life.....

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