hmmm
09.21.04 (3:36 am) [edit]
current mood: i love myself
feeling less mood swingish today...realised tt sometimes doing exams make me happier...coz i feel like for 1 hr, 2 hrs or even 3 hrs..i am concentrating on doing one thing..blocking out all other tots...conc on doing one thing well and things usu turn out well....and i guess tt i feel so in-control tt it just makes me wanna sing~~ well..today's papers were great..except for a slight mishap...govts issue permits for pollution..not patents -_-...can't believe i made such a stupid mistake lahz...totally like as if i dunno e meaning of patents and permits..LOL...actually...hmmm..quite a BIG mistake..wish i nvr found out..but it's a 5 mks qn...i think i ansed it well...maybe can still get 4 out of e 5?? LOL..tt's 80% k (as u can tell..i am trying to comfort myself)....welll...just felt in control lahz...e case study was easier than expected as well...basically..i kinda whacked e correct topics...i was on my way to sch...and i just felt like studying s'pore econ...then i tot..might as well whack public finance..then after tt i whacked ROG and mkt failure (yah...i whacked them on e mrt and at e bus interchange...cannot izzit?!!)...and i guess tt they were e closest to wat came out for DR and case study coz e 2 were on outsourcing and trade-off betwn econ growth and other things...so yupz...gd whack. lucky no interest rate and inf...if not die!! anyway...stro damn funny...he books me for econs every sat and mysteriously does not confirm things...so until now..i have yet to help him with econs...he can go eat corn ahz (hey...mac has this corn pie thing...may try it soon)
okie...i think my blogs are getting more and more erm.....closely packed with no paras....i think tt using prac crit analysis...it means tt my brain is cluttered with tots...and i am feeling all messed up...and WAH still feeling cock abt e permits thing...okie...let's try comforting myself more....as u can see...e casestudy plus DR is 40%....it's 50 mks....so 1 mk out of 50 is 2% and convert tt to 40%tt's 1.something mk....so.....i effectively lost 1.something mk only lahz!!! but still feel damn cock...maybe coz it's a very fundamental mistake...i am 'beginning to even doubt my ABC' (AP) LOL...and i just realised tt i used BKC's voice for myself...argh..can die! and hmmm...tmr is phy geog..wah liew...can die more...and i just got enlightened on carnivalesque...coz i saw this pic of this clown by a tblog user...and hmmm it was in this tmail...i dunno e user..and i felt a sense of attraction and repulsion...i wanted to open e mail...but was scared tt it cld be a virus....and e pic kinda left me with a weird feeling..LOL..gothic!!
okie...this is damn random..all my lit stuff in this blog now.....how sia...dunno lehz...big mistake lehz..okie lahz...stop thinking abt it..really proud of myself for MCQ though...not coz i did well...but more of coz i did e best i cld with my limited knowledge..LOL....there's this really tough qn of all e diff elasticities...but i figured out how to do tt...i was sooooo happy at tt pt in time...see...it's e feeling of being in control and noeing wat u are doing...recently on my way hm from sch (which is a long way) i've been staring at e rds and watching pple drive.....i suddenly feel like learning how to drive.....LOL...dunno y also..but i'm still scared ahz...just want to learn as well...it's like this life skill tt i feel i shld noe..shld trust my instincts..it cld save my life one day...(din trust my instincts well enuf today so got like 2 qns i told myself to put some ans i tot was damn cock so nvr put and in e end correct..LOL)....so yupz..learn how to drive...i suddenly tot of sis...wait..sms her (i was going to say i......something to do with driving...but just tot of sis...so i cont-ed in a non-sequiter way..LIT!!) okie...where was it..driving...yah...i realised something before streats reported it....noticed from my spying on ppl driving...most of those big family-sized cars are driven by women..was kinda surprising at first...coz they seem more masculine cars...but yah...e first woman i saw..i tot it's just a family car tt she's driving...then along e expressway...like 90% of there cars i saw were driven by women...so i guess tt i'm rather myopic to see them as masculine cars...and i realise tt i wld want one too!!!!!!!! i want a family sized car too!! my theory is tt if ur car is big...if u knock into another car which is e normal size...u dun get hurt as much...if u drive a small car and a family sized car hits u..u get bulldozed. tt's life in a nutcase as seen from driving =p.....okie.....i have decided tt my blog is just throwing down watever is running thru my head until i decide to stop writing so i shall stop now...
PS. i love my essays (non-lit essays) and oh yah..DR and case study..they display a wit and humour with sarcastic undertones and lame jokes...but somehow my lit essays lack e same energy and intensity and wit and are therefore boring. abit weird rite...shldn't it be e other way round?!! but still love myself. i have forgotten e permits thing (for a moment until i realise tt i forgot it.but it'll go away again...me want a drink...time to go raid a fridge...=) )
feeling less mood swingish today...realised tt sometimes doing exams make me happier...coz i feel like for 1 hr, 2 hrs or even 3 hrs..i am concentrating on doing one thing..blocking out all other tots...conc on doing one thing well and things usu turn out well....and i guess tt i feel so in-control tt it just makes me wanna sing~~ well..today's papers were great..except for a slight mishap...govts issue permits for pollution..not patents -_-...can't believe i made such a stupid mistake lahz...totally like as if i dunno e meaning of patents and permits..LOL...actually...hmmm..quite a BIG mistake..wish i nvr found out..but it's a 5 mks qn...i think i ansed it well...maybe can still get 4 out of e 5?? LOL..tt's 80% k (as u can tell..i am trying to comfort myself)....welll...just felt in control lahz...e case study was easier than expected as well...basically..i kinda whacked e correct topics...i was on my way to sch...and i just felt like studying s'pore econ...then i tot..might as well whack public finance..then after tt i whacked ROG and mkt failure (yah...i whacked them on e mrt and at e bus interchange...cannot izzit?!!)...and i guess tt they were e closest to wat came out for DR and case study coz e 2 were on outsourcing and trade-off betwn econ growth and other things...so yupz...gd whack. lucky no interest rate and inf...if not die!! anyway...stro damn funny...he books me for econs every sat and mysteriously does not confirm things...so until now..i have yet to help him with econs...he can go eat corn ahz (hey...mac has this corn pie thing...may try it soon)
okie...i think my blogs are getting more and more erm.....closely packed with no paras....i think tt using prac crit analysis...it means tt my brain is cluttered with tots...and i am feeling all messed up...and WAH still feeling cock abt e permits thing...okie...let's try comforting myself more....as u can see...e casestudy plus DR is 40%....it's 50 mks....so 1 mk out of 50 is 2% and convert tt to 40%tt's 1.something mk....so.....i effectively lost 1.something mk only lahz!!! but still feel damn cock...maybe coz it's a very fundamental mistake...i am 'beginning to even doubt my ABC' (AP) LOL...and i just realised tt i used BKC's voice for myself...argh..can die! and hmmm...tmr is phy geog..wah liew...can die more...and i just got enlightened on carnivalesque...coz i saw this pic of this clown by a tblog user...and hmmm it was in this tmail...i dunno e user..and i felt a sense of attraction and repulsion...i wanted to open e mail...but was scared tt it cld be a virus....and e pic kinda left me with a weird feeling..LOL..gothic!!
okie...this is damn random..all my lit stuff in this blog now.....how sia...dunno lehz...big mistake lehz..okie lahz...stop thinking abt it..really proud of myself for MCQ though...not coz i did well...but more of coz i did e best i cld with my limited knowledge..LOL....there's this really tough qn of all e diff elasticities...but i figured out how to do tt...i was sooooo happy at tt pt in time...see...it's e feeling of being in control and noeing wat u are doing...recently on my way hm from sch (which is a long way) i've been staring at e rds and watching pple drive.....i suddenly feel like learning how to drive.....LOL...dunno y also..but i'm still scared ahz...just want to learn as well...it's like this life skill tt i feel i shld noe..shld trust my instincts..it cld save my life one day...(din trust my instincts well enuf today so got like 2 qns i told myself to put some ans i tot was damn cock so nvr put and in e end correct..LOL)....so yupz..learn how to drive...i suddenly tot of sis...wait..sms her (i was going to say i......something to do with driving...but just tot of sis...so i cont-ed in a non-sequiter way..LIT!!) okie...where was it..driving...yah...i realised something before streats reported it....noticed from my spying on ppl driving...most of those big family-sized cars are driven by women..was kinda surprising at first...coz they seem more masculine cars...but yah...e first woman i saw..i tot it's just a family car tt she's driving...then along e expressway...like 90% of there cars i saw were driven by women...so i guess tt i'm rather myopic to see them as masculine cars...and i realise tt i wld want one too!!!!!!!! i want a family sized car too!! my theory is tt if ur car is big...if u knock into another car which is e normal size...u dun get hurt as much...if u drive a small car and a family sized car hits u..u get bulldozed. tt's life in a nutcase as seen from driving =p.....okie.....i have decided tt my blog is just throwing down watever is running thru my head until i decide to stop writing so i shall stop now...
PS. i love my essays (non-lit essays) and oh yah..DR and case study..they display a wit and humour with sarcastic undertones and lame jokes...but somehow my lit essays lack e same energy and intensity and wit and are therefore boring. abit weird rite...shldn't it be e other way round?!! but still love myself. i have forgotten e permits thing (for a moment until i realise tt i forgot it.but it'll go away again...me want a drink...time to go raid a fridge...=) )