一人一半
09.20.04 (5:39 am) [edit]
一人一半
曲：方文良 | 词：十方 | 编：方文良
安静会吵醒旧的事 悲伤一步步正逼近
耳边又响起 我爱你 那么清晰 那么锐利
翻箱倒柜 试图忙一点 想赶走思念
汗水泪水原来一样 像对错最后难以分
说好了 痛苦一人一半 转身各自解散
我左边肩膀上的天
仍是你专属的游乐 (再不是你想来的地 方)
说好了 甜蜜一人一半 让分手不那么酸
我帮你装上一双翅
却用回忆把自己捆
失去的原因 没有道理 我常和自己吵不停
再多的书籍劝不醒 分而不离 离而不弃
爱像底片 曝光后毁灭 抓不住从前
今天明天原来同一 因为日历撕不掉从
我不是你缺的那一 你却永远是我另一
sigh~ nice song...rem tt ji'en sent me one..grateful gal can...i realised tt when i got it...i din really think much abt e lyrics...but now..thinking abt it...it's kinda like wat happened betwn me and corn...anyway...i just had a chat with dan...talked abt yuli...he damn funny...he finally made a comment tt's intelligent and not crap...i asked him y he din like yuli back then and how yuli could have been better...and he said tt there's no need to change anything...coz tt's how u will find e right person who is just rite for u...e real u. tt's kinda insightful~ esp when it comes from dan...wah liew...only smart comment he ever made tt's not lame.....i wish tt i'm back in crez rite now...i wish and wish and wish.....but it doesn't come true....i give up on da. serious. i am not one who gives up easily..but to this..i only have one thing to say....okie...two things..1. i still think tt watever he has to say i will be able to accept it and i am e person who can accept his everything...coz so far..i love everything abt him including e swings and e dark past. coz e unpredictability and e mystery attracts e aries. 2. i realised tt i can only find happiness away from him. love is when u place ur happiness in e happiness of another....and i realised tt i can only give him happiness when i dun fan him...and i can only dun fan him when i dun love him. and in my release of him...i am releasing myself from my misery. maybe e time is just not rite for e 2 pple who are just rite........i want to walk away...tt's my decision....an end to a 4 month struggle....or is it a mere '...' i wish i noe...but i cannot sit by and do nothing...i either choose to work at it or let go..and pray tt God will give me e wisdom to noe which of e 2 choices i shld make..still rem my quote 'Life present 2 options..to let go or to work things out. The challenge is to recognise which to employ. Hanging on is but delaying your decision.' my head tells me to let go..my heart tells me to let go.....i rem tt when i fell for u...my head and my heart said yes..now it says no. an effective start and closure in a way then.........i still love u. but it is clear tt my love for u will only hurt u and myself. hence...........it is time to break off. even if i still love u and give u my love......it's coz i need time to completely let go. can i do it?? i dunno...let me think somemore. of coz it's easy to say this now..i haven't seen u for days...all u give me is a cold attitude when we did talk. but when i see u again....but when we do talk in real life again when ur online coldness disappears and u seem to want to share drinks with me..when u seem to come so close to me...when u always end up next to me mysteriously walking ard pple to come to my side...when u sit next to me for meals..when u just lean on me and when u look at me with those eyes of urs............i just end up at sq one.......wat do i do?!! someone tell me. coz i really have no idea anymore....do u noe tt alyssa + my name plus ur name...gives a 99% compatibillity at e lovecalculator thing??????? however...rite now..all i feel is 99% not possible...i wish tt someone else will hug me tightly and tell me tt i'm stupid to want to go after u....hug me tightly and tell me nvr to leave him. hug me really really tightly so tightly tt i feel like i can't breathe....but i lost such a person when i left corn. when corn left me. i lost tt person....and hence i can nvr feel tt tight embrace tt will chain me to a person forever...i dunno y...but as usu everytime i write abt da...i just feel like crying. everytime i write abt corn i feel like crying. y?? i really shld go to zzz now...but e pain is so acute tt i can't get myself to close my eyes...time for happy music i guess..........maybe...give me till end of this yr. then i will let go.........coz after grad.......we prob won't go out so much anymore though i wish we wld...........i wish for a happy ending which is imposs...but i dun want to give up wishing coz every lil thing means so much to me..and u e owner of big things...taught me to love e lil things....this is so TGOST..LOL.....okie.......happy songs time.......econs tmr.......gd luck for case study manz ;)
曲：方文良 | 词：十方 | 编：方文良
安静会吵醒旧的事 悲伤一步步正逼近
耳边又响起 我爱你 那么清晰 那么锐利
翻箱倒柜 试图忙一点 想赶走思念
汗水泪水原来一样 像对错最后难以分
说好了 痛苦一人一半 转身各自解散
我左边肩膀上的天
仍是你专属的游乐 (再不是你想来的地 方)
说好了 甜蜜一人一半 让分手不那么酸
我帮你装上一双翅
却用回忆把自己捆
失去的原因 没有道理 我常和自己吵不停
再多的书籍劝不醒 分而不离 离而不弃
爱像底片 曝光后毁灭 抓不住从前
今天明天原来同一 因为日历撕不掉从
我不是你缺的那一 你却永远是我另一
sigh~ nice song...rem tt ji'en sent me one..grateful gal can...i realised tt when i got it...i din really think much abt e lyrics...but now..thinking abt it...it's kinda like wat happened betwn me and corn...anyway...i just had a chat with dan...talked abt yuli...he damn funny...he finally made a comment tt's intelligent and not crap...i asked him y he din like yuli back then and how yuli could have been better...and he said tt there's no need to change anything...coz tt's how u will find e right person who is just rite for u...e real u. tt's kinda insightful~ esp when it comes from dan...wah liew...only smart comment he ever made tt's not lame.....i wish tt i'm back in crez rite now...i wish and wish and wish.....but it doesn't come true....i give up on da. serious. i am not one who gives up easily..but to this..i only have one thing to say....okie...two things..1. i still think tt watever he has to say i will be able to accept it and i am e person who can accept his everything...coz so far..i love everything abt him including e swings and e dark past. coz e unpredictability and e mystery attracts e aries. 2. i realised tt i can only find happiness away from him. love is when u place ur happiness in e happiness of another....and i realised tt i can only give him happiness when i dun fan him...and i can only dun fan him when i dun love him. and in my release of him...i am releasing myself from my misery. maybe e time is just not rite for e 2 pple who are just rite........i want to walk away...tt's my decision....an end to a 4 month struggle....or is it a mere '...' i wish i noe...but i cannot sit by and do nothing...i either choose to work at it or let go..and pray tt God will give me e wisdom to noe which of e 2 choices i shld make..still rem my quote 'Life present 2 options..to let go or to work things out. The challenge is to recognise which to employ. Hanging on is but delaying your decision.' my head tells me to let go..my heart tells me to let go.....i rem tt when i fell for u...my head and my heart said yes..now it says no. an effective start and closure in a way then.........i still love u. but it is clear tt my love for u will only hurt u and myself. hence...........it is time to break off. even if i still love u and give u my love......it's coz i need time to completely let go. can i do it?? i dunno...let me think somemore. of coz it's easy to say this now..i haven't seen u for days...all u give me is a cold attitude when we did talk. but when i see u again....but when we do talk in real life again when ur online coldness disappears and u seem to want to share drinks with me..when u seem to come so close to me...when u always end up next to me mysteriously walking ard pple to come to my side...when u sit next to me for meals..when u just lean on me and when u look at me with those eyes of urs............i just end up at sq one.......wat do i do?!! someone tell me. coz i really have no idea anymore....do u noe tt alyssa + my name plus ur name...gives a 99% compatibillity at e lovecalculator thing??????? however...rite now..all i feel is 99% not possible...i wish tt someone else will hug me tightly and tell me tt i'm stupid to want to go after u....hug me tightly and tell me nvr to leave him. hug me really really tightly so tightly tt i feel like i can't breathe....but i lost such a person when i left corn. when corn left me. i lost tt person....and hence i can nvr feel tt tight embrace tt will chain me to a person forever...i dunno y...but as usu everytime i write abt da...i just feel like crying. everytime i write abt corn i feel like crying. y?? i really shld go to zzz now...but e pain is so acute tt i can't get myself to close my eyes...time for happy music i guess..........maybe...give me till end of this yr. then i will let go.........coz after grad.......we prob won't go out so much anymore though i wish we wld...........i wish for a happy ending which is imposs...but i dun want to give up wishing coz every lil thing means so much to me..and u e owner of big things...taught me to love e lil things....this is so TGOST..LOL.....okie.......happy songs time.......econs tmr.......gd luck for case study manz ;)
posted by: mblog (reply)
post date: 09.20.04 (6:37 am)
Your password prompt is confusing.