okie..e reappearance of da and sis. da brought me some relief yet some sadness with his reappearance...think e sadness is like just must have when u have him kind....well..sis brought me some reassurance...one of them is too busy to tell me wat's wrong..e other one doesn't tell me anything. u tell me wat to do lahz. hmmm....i really dunno wat i'm doing lorz. just dunno. tell me wat to do. anyone...sigh...i wish tt someone will just hug me tightly and refuse to let me go no matter wat...coz once u let me go...i will just fall for someone else...once. once upon a time..i felt rooted. felt like i could just live in his care forever...and for 2 yrs...i loved only him. 2 yrs.....seems long huh...2 yrs..loving only 1 person..e same person who nvr made u any promises except tt parting is inevitable. 2 yrs...e someone who quietly protects u...whom u can just sit down with and talk to laff me. e intoxicating cologne...i still rem so much from e yrs...i think i have let go of it...just tt memories will always be there...since tt cannot zzz nite...2 images are stuck in my mind most vividly...think coz arts awareness day i went back to my class...i rem how i always liked to stand outside class betwn lessons..leaning on a pillar (currently. i can't rem y i liked to do tt...seems a bit bo liao rite?? just lean there do nothing noe..talk to no one also..just lean there?? like diaoz...i was so bo liao and ununderstandable..must ask my ex classmates y i used to do it..maybe i told them a reason before)...okie.....i rem e time...u were wearing ur green shirt (tt always reminded me of fruittips)...u were walking past and leaned on e other side of e pillar and i din noe..when i turned to go to class...i turned and saw u looking at me. i rem e time when my fren asked u a qn...and u were helping her with it...and u were somehow leaning over me..coz one hand on each side of me...but u were writing an ans for her..tt's damn funny thinking abt it coz i still dunno how u did it...but i rem tt i felt so hmmmm...undescribable...i was like trying damn hard not to laff nervously and trying not to blush not like anyone can see me...then i roughly and rudely moved my chair back and ran out of class...sometimes i wonder if u rem all these...whether u will even rem them if i told them to u..u dun even rem yvonne!! and she was like my bestest fren when it comes to u back then...we were like together so much. and ur subj was her best subj..LOL...and her hair is till her butt and u dun even rem her...how many pple have such long hair?? u dun even rem e hair! but u rem-ed me. and tt's gd enuf for me.

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