when i keep blogging it means i have a lot to say but no one to talk to. i suddenly rem pri 5...supposed to do a cheer for camp...we're e 'E' grp...so everyone is supposed to say a positive adj starting with E...i was supposed to say efficient. back then......i cldn't rem e word..dunno how to say it...keep forgeting it..not a familiar word u see..cldn't even spell it back then...then e teacher..i still rem her face but not her name...she made me say tt hardest word coz she felt tt i EM1..blah blah blah...so.........we all stood in a triangle formation..i still rem...it was evening time..quite dark le...e gal before me went 'elegant'..got some rhythm one lahz..when it was my turn.........i kept quiet........coz i forgot e word..all i cld think of was effective...but i knew tt wasn't e word...e embarrassment swallowed.. me up. at tt time..a word came into mymind..stupid. now...i have a new word..over-reacher. i knew i cldn't do it..but i din say coz i am SUPPOSED to be able to do it..in e end..i made a fool of myself and made us lose......i still rem at breakfast e next day..e teacher gave me a most nasty look. at tt time...it was e first time...i learnt tt i'm not tt pro after all.....=`(...oh well..just suddenly tot of it. i am just an ordinary person after all i guess...a ordinary gal trying to study. trying to define herself. trying to find happiness. trying to find love. trying to crave a career for herself. a simple gal trapped in a complicated world..where she is expected to be e best...where she apparently can't always be e best. where scary demons tempt her. where God sometimes dun ans her prayers. where she is essentially alone. my new fav word..quintessential..meaning Representing the perfect example of a class or quality..not tt i noe wat tt means..LOL..just like e word..dictionary talking greek to me..time to consult e walking dictionary..aka ming..who just told me quin means four. which is diaoz..which means he's wrong lahz...okie lahz! not like tessential is a word. so yah. walking dict wrong...this forebodes tt bad things will happen for prelims..LOL..okie..i'm joking. another word i suddenly like ubiquitous...meaning everywhere. like for example rite now...my troubles are ubiquitous..LOL..okie! negative capability..later i make an entry with everything tt i have learnt okie?? LOL

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