i wish for enuf courage. just enuf.......not too much to cloud my head too...i think tt calling ur hp is my definition of enuf when i am concerned abt u...but ur hp is off. wld i call ur house as 'enuf' courage?? or is tt too much courage. i have nothing to tell u. u said i shld call u if i have any probs or need someone to talk to. it will sound ridiculous if i call u and say 'hi. haven't talked to u online for some time' wldn't it?? i think it wld. but i'm not sure. so uncertain. listening to alicia keys if i ain't got u now........can't believe tt i had enuf influence to make Y watch tt chi wu xia zhang wu ji show just coz i told him tt i'm watching it and dun want to watch e dumb pranks prog he's watching. i can't believe my attitude towards him either. he asked if i have eaten dinner...i said 'thanks for reminding me. i shall go eat now'......is tt abit?? WAIT! i realised something..astro does call me for fun ahz...not weird...not true. he calls me abt lit and his name on tiles. okie tt's a purpose...this reminds me of sec 4...when corn went 'missing' and i kept calling his hp until he finally picked up and i starting tearing and was like so breatheless when i told him i tot he got abducted. tt was silly. i dun want a reply of a how are u in tt manner. i asked sam if i shld call da's house. she says just keep caling hp..so in e end..he will get like 10 smses of kit called rite?? and in e end when he does pick up e phone......i will replay e whole corn episode. disasterous. can't believe it...argh...2nd sms le..........wat can i do. wat do i do for u. wat do u want. wat do u need. if u need me to leave..i will..just tell me. prob..just ur pc died...phone flat. y am i over-reacting?? i dunno too. forget it manz.

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