i find myself outside shut doors...e shells of e oyster closes on me..shou zhen de...nice song...i guess tt it's time i give up trying to force tt shell open..talked to dee today..she mentioned something tt i kinda found myself agreeing to..if he wants space..give him his space...keep trying to break thru also no use..once in a while he may tell u things..so i guess i have to accumulate e once in a whiles?? i guess i guess. went ice cream with dee and dan today..e dan tt i scolded lahz..LOL..really quiet..hope he doesn't dun like me..but he really super quiet..those abit cool and cold kind bahz..not very click..but okie lahz..we abit funny..like dun make frens liddat then dee talk so much crap..then took 75 hm...seems a reversal of things... i just to take 75 to crez but nvr took it back...today...i took e other direction. things do change..i tot of u again..i wonder y recently keep thinking of u...maybe coz u have always been a pillar of strength to me and everytime i need strength i draw it from u bahz. after tt went hm...dunno wat came over me..i apologized to vid for invading into his space. i guess tt really must talk more abt it tonite..sometimes..u just can't bulldoze into someone's world.
and i sooooo love li jia wei's eyes...tt determination and fire..if i had tt..i wld succeed in everything i do manz...i noe tt i do feel very strongly abt some stuff and when i do..i have e same spirit in my eyes..i really love those eyes..and i support her!! a bit disappointing today..but nvm..still got bronze..
i'm looking at e ring i bought now.. this star spiral thingie thing..i rem buying it as a promise to not give up on my studies nor u. well.....yi tui wei jin..yi shou wei gong..tt's sunzi pinfa..i think lahz..LOL..not very sure also. but i guess it makes sense to look after myself so tt i can look after u and to retreat when i am pushing u too hard. *shakes head* so much probs...i'm just too not simple sometimes.....

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