u think i'm dumb. stop it with all ur self-mutilation things can not?? and dun deny them.....i noe u can't just stop but work from e probs themselves can?? can't u at least try?? is tt too much?? even gh is worried abt u...if u are not gonna try..u are not gonna noe......
and yupz...i got new specs..LOL..part of new look package...dunno lahz..some say i look more style..some say i look more chi..some say i look more intelligent..but i will still look like me......
and sigh sigh..wat can i do for u?? nothing. u not even online now..scarli think i too kpo and block me..today i real bad mood when i saw u...maybe coz i felt so far from u tt i can nvr reach u bahz...anyway...when u saw my sad face..u really smile till damn 'look at me smile and smile lehz!!' even more heart-breaking..soooooo i diverted my energy to essay writing..wrote 4.5 pgs..think may be a bit out of pt..LOL..really talk cock in e essay..just trying to immerse myself in a world w/o u i guess..and kept writing..as if tt is my way to stay afloat in e sea..but i was really nvr gd at threading water...so pls..dun let me drown..then after sch saw u again..e way u whispered 'kitwan' so loudly quite funny too...so yah lorz.......
anyway!! i studied today k..with sam and nad...okie lahz..i admit tt nothing went in..LOL..but i helped them with some gothic and econs...LOL..tt's not too bad....then end up talking to kelvin..cute wor..think he had some crush on sam first 3 mths or something..damn funny..i sit there and tease them coz this gal came and talk abt some funny bet she had with kelvin abt him getting to noe sam blah blah..damn funny...so yah lorz..nvr really study..but okie lahz..got to noe another person who lives nears me better...and sam moving next month..rox!! but U!! better take care of urself

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