i really really feel like just giving up. wat can i give u?? ur ans is nothing. u constantly tell me tt it's imposs for u to actually love anyone coz no one can accept u...my ans is still e same. u nvr tried.....my dearest da shao ye ahz....u made me feel tt this is imposs....

除此之外


词：阿怪 曲：陈达伟

Say goodnight晚安 谢谢你陪我一整个 晚
Close your eyes,be quiet 我明白你有自己的 安 很多来不及我不曾 见
我只遇见你的现在 不管你接受或离开 I hope to stay for a while
除此之外 要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢 于是我一次又一次 待
邱实都还算愉快 除此之外 非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不 And if you need somebody
我确定我会在 不会走开
So Goodbye晚安 舍不得看你觉得不 在
It’s alright,I’m fine看起来 这故事会写不完
很多差一点你没有 现 你只认识我的现在 不管你留下或走开
I’m gonna stay for a while
除此之外 我要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢 于是我一次又一次 待 其实都还算愉快
除此之外非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不 And if you need somebody 我确定我会在
除此之外 我还在等待 你的心将为我敞开 But if you need snomebody 你知道我会在不会 开

heard it on radio just now..dedicate it to u bahz...nothing i can do. nothing else. nothing more. i feel this strange sadness bcoz things are so messed up. i feel this strange sadness when i see u. coz i noe tt i prob will nvr succeed. and when i see ji'en..i feel an even worse heartbreak. so strong tt i have to close my eyes to force it away. i really dunno wat i am doing. tt's e conclusion. and i just dreamt of shaz....she was dying....very awfully..in e dream i kept crying and crying and crying and there was someone there with me...someone faceless and nameless. but he's there supporting me in e dream though sometimes he disappears for a while..dun ask me y. then in e dream.....it's like a mrt train kinda thing..2 rows of pple..quite far apart..no hand rails and stuff lahz...and there's a stage rite at e front....sharon was there on e stage...actually 4 sharons...it's like this hp battery thing..very slow death. once she is a quad nearer to her death.....suddenly a lot of sharons (7-8) will appear all on diff platforms (e.g. cups) then they will all die diffly....then poof they all disappear and 3 sharons left..tt kind of thing......so scary u noe...i kept crying in e dream. nothing i cld do except watch her die like tt...then after a while..no one sat at our row..coz this woman wanted me to move my things..and i was kinda fierce..like of coz! ur fren dying ask u move things.....liddat lahz...then when there were only 2 sharons left......i woke up and had a dilemna as to whether to cont e dream..then i guess tt i din want to.....after tt i msged sharon and she said tt she's sick..kinda worrying......
anyway.....dreams mean figurative deaths..not real deaths.....rite?? i told her tt and i was trying to make myself sound sure..but i still scared. but e way i intepretted this dream is diff..death means loss...and having to come to terms with it. i guess tt sharon means a love i have coz she's a loved one.....then it just means me losing u...well tt's norm..someone will be there with me on and off as i slowly lose u.......well......tt's norm too....dun worry lahz shaz..LOL....and i dunno wat to do still..maybe shld dream somemore?? LOL

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