yest went badly overall...okie...i was supposed to meet qi then elope with her..then before i reached city hall..dee called me le..she said she was damn insecure abt e thing and scared she will feel extra..so okie lorz..me and qi stick with her until everyone comes somemore qi want see D so okie lorz...so......we waited..until everyone was there..D's family pple lahz..then D was damn late and we were damn lame?? i have no idea y he called me of all e pple..pple he has known for so long but does it matter?? so after tt we all turned our backs outwards and faced e wall and i told qi to spot him..then he cldn't find us and called again..then i passed my phone to qi and he saw me then..LOL..so he came over lorz...he was with 2 gals then lahz..chio wor...but they left..then we walked to e fireworks place lorz...we took forever to walk thru e bridge thingie...crazy lorz..so crowded..pple mt pple sea...okie..and qi was behind me..law in front...then qi got lost and tt irritating woman behind me keeps bumping her hips into my butt...somemore so close lahz everyone and law in front of me..abit obscene...so i was trying very hard to resist tt irritating woman's hips..LOL...but i survived tt w/o mishap...okie...got to e place..dee damn cute..butt crack! LOL then okie lorz...we take qi's bag to cover her butt..there was no reception so we cldn't contact F..no idea y he wants to join us when he got his frens too..and D was so direct..we all had no reception..he was talking on e phone a moment ago so i asked him to call F then he shouted 'NO!!' so loud back...wah liew..not like i deaf rite?? okie lorz...so we din see F..e fireworks were spectacular..worth e 2.5 hrs wait manz..D took a video of it..must ask him send me sia...okie.....then we went makan at fish and co...i knew my dad will prob screw me lahz...coz i knew tt we used makan till damn late and tt it will be damn exp and i promised him to be hm by 10?? but heck it...we waited outside fish and co lorz..by then D abit off liaoz...he was like squating on e floor...then after tt got place to sit in e queue lahz...then i let them sit lorz...then D said i could sit on his lap..LOL..crazy...after tt move somemore then qi sat too..then i last person standing so qi and D made a space for me in betwn them...LOL..squeezy as usu...then most of us ate fish and chips..dee and D shared e seafood platter for 2 thing.. then i kept drinking water....coz kanna influence by D lahz..he next to me and kept drinking water..until he really like drunk..i tot only i have tt ability...but i have been rite....if u want to get drunk..can get drunk on anything..mark tt mr neo rubin..LOL..dun believe me...anyway...F came lorz..then we already say table for 10..got one extra person...so i pulled a chair for D lahz..so end up next to me again...then we did our usu lame thing lahz...he took my phone and like his liddat..LOL...then he put e phones side by side and was saying tt his is a giant and i'm a ___ then i completed it for him and said dwarf..like us lorz...LOL..but yah...he drunk so much water...and then..dee went draw money...and sms me tt when e food comes force D to eat first..so i showed D e sms lorz..then he replied like 'YOU. wait' dunno wat tt means also..think he drunk by then liaoz..LOL..anyway...maybe it was a combi of water and seafood..he's damn allegric to it lahz! and he ate like how many mussels and prawns?? damn lahz...he just wants to kill himself or something..then okie lorz..i dun see y i shld be so concerned *drinks water*...tt's how we ended up both drunk. me abit..him alot.. then law's stupid fren kept taking photos in our direction...maybe he has nvr seen 2 pple drunk on water before...and D was being stupid doing and saying stupid things lahz..keep asking dee and me go pub with him coz his other fren wear until quite not 18-ish cannot go...then okie lorz...we sianz down there...who want go with him..he will prob end up buying all e drinks in e pub and killing himself with it. if i went..prob wld smash a bottle on his head...during e meal...i kept having this urge to pour my water on his head...he just wants to drown his sorrows watever they are lahz..and he won't tell me wat they are either. after tt he did some really stupid things too...like i was looking at qi's ring...then he took it and said like 'kit wan loves ____' nvr completed it..LOL..tt was damn lame...i wish he cld complete it...but can't...then he act cute lahz..like e at in shrek tt kind and stare into my eyes and keep saying 'go lahz' then i dunno he saying go where also..LOL...i guess he either means pub or his house on tues...prob pub...then i just ignore him lahz...LOL...dunno wat he saying also..dun talk to drunkards. then he keep saying he go de bao drinks instead..if u want to kill urself then just fuck off. and i was commenting tt fish and co makes me think of ms ang and pizza hut mr lee..then he asked me who is mr lee so sharply...wah liew...crazy...wonder his instinct made of wat one...then after tt he did tt stupid tapping on e other shoulder thing..then i turned and look at qi then he started laffing so loudly and saying tt he win astro...wth...i think e whole restaurant must think us mad
okie.....then we paid e bill...$16 each..i was thinking how my dad will kill me coz i've been spending alot lately...then tt dee took my phone and passed it to D who passed it to qi lahz..bypassing me..wah liew..then okie lorz...i kept askng D for it coz everyone said he looked guilty then he started being stupid like 'if i took it..i buy this ice cream shop for u' then i told him tt he cld afford it then he said 'if i took it..i buy suntec for u' then i wanted to say tt tt he can't afford..LOL...but tt wasn't e time for sense of humour with him (and i just realised tt he did take it..just tt he passed it on after taking it!! so i shall ask for my suntect soon) i felt so bad..coz i left qi with e unity pple to go hm...then me and deewere rushing for e last bus..then we missed a 75..but dunno if it's e last bus...so we stood there and waited..then dee and me were talking abt D..then she commented tt if she din noe tt D is neutral and dun like anyone..she wld think tt he's jealous of law coz he kept asking dee to take photos with law..sit with law etc..and tt D gave his contacts to law...blah blah...and i told her tt i heard von asking law if he likes dee lahz..i mean this is wat u get when u dun keep ur own secrets in wat u presume will be a safe place..and dee got quite troubled..after tt she got onto 77..i got sick of waiting and decided to get a cab..but all jagged yellow lines...so i walked across tt bridge again..sheares bridge if i'm not wrong...walked damn fast...didn't help tt i was like a bit tearing..then it's like midnite then le..LOL..nvr been out so late alone before...so yah...i realised one thing abt me then.....i will not wait. i must take positive action...tt's just me.. e positive action me...so yah....i walked quite a long way...fought for a cab with abt 10 pple..got in and got hm at 12++ my dad was like saying tt tues i dunnit go out le...sigh~~ let's hope for e best..but seriously..perhaps i dun want to go also..y do i want to go and see someone who will cont acting okie when his expression says otherwise?? i think a talk is in order soon. a talk with D..with von with dee with F and perhaps with law..in e meantime........i am just tired..i din zzz till 5 am last nite and woke up at 8+ today...ask me y...y y?? coz i was thinking abt a certain someone drowning himself in alcohol and worrying.. this is simply ridiculous..positive steps are in need. but....will they still end up positive??

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