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08.06.04 (5:41 am) [edit]
pc back in working order again..my brain worked better w/o my pc..LTC is over..thank god..i miss those pple.. life seems so diff suddenly..work..choir..all piled on me..with all these emotional baggages too..sux in a way..but i noe tt i can handle it manz..first..i asked myself wat i want..and i have my ans..i am a greedy person with many wishes. i want all of them.be it choir..academics..private life..i want it all.
choir performance rox today..we were great and everyone's impressed..me included..this choir..this music..these pple..have e ability to move me beyond my wildest imagination..to tears...wept from joy..from a certain magic tt they wield on me. dee is rite..we can't let go and we noe le..john has his huixin..dee has her ahem...and me.....oh well..still paranoid abt e whole concept of an open blog..insecurity i guess..but had a great day today..
went out with choir after performance..skipped peer leading..LOL..rebecca skipped and joined us too..we went sakura restaurant at BPP..yah...then me dee and GH went first lorz..then e rest came..then we had like 12 pple at e table..D came and then sat with me..LOL...then one side dee other side D..damn crazy meal..talk cock lahz..then dee and GH had some 'footsy' thing going on..actually nothing lahz..LOL..just some lame joke thing..after tt we stone lorz...then went bowling..then D bought sweets for everyone lahz..those mini toons one pack one...then realised tt both of us keep eating cola and nothing else..LOL..then i commented tt cola is gd! and both like cola is gd!! then tt b b said something abt us tt's abit hmmm...but dun rem le..LOL..anyway..bowling was funny..we saw 2 A06 pple..4 A01 pple and some band pple..somemore rite..includes joel and tt ex top student gal..damn funny..we all like slacking together..then okie lahz...joel suxed!! LOL..but dun laff at pple..i nvr even bowl..just slack ard..but wah liew D was gd manz...strike kind lorz..score 120++ kind..then he was bitching abt e band pple anyhow whack e ball..LOL..J was even more funny..first time playing..but not bad..S not bad too one..then he and D had some stupid competition..guys really are competitive..then both play until so distracted..all D tot abt was winning..in e end he so distracted with winning tt he lost. tt's my insight of e day..thanks for dee for helping with its generation..LOL..yah then damn funny lahz..D just pass his phones sweets camera everything to me to look after..think i really his secretary just coz i gave him a wake up call today wor..then okie lorz..nvm..LOL..then we had some lame 'poker' joke when we poke each other??!! and it was so squeezy on e chairs..then i was betwn dee and F and D oppo me.. then nvr really hang out with K and R bt nvm lahz...then after tt..dee went see Gr off and D moved to next to me?? LOL..abit funny..but nvm lahz..then he crazy lorz..so obsessed with strikes..then i keep telling him it's okiie if he dun strike?? LOL..even if in e end hit all e pins he also not shuang..crazy. but after tt dunno wat happen lahz..suddenly lean on me..heavy lahz..in e end got domino effect..i hit F and so on..then b b scold him 'like here not squeezy enuf!' LOL..then end up F lean back..and D lean..then i got squashed..then i was screaming tt e vps trying to murder me and e band pple who were one lane away were staring..LOL..damn crazy lahz...anyway....it was great laffing..GH e most cute..totally unpredictable..he can strike of can land gutter..depends on whether he awake not..LOL!!
then after bowling..we stone somemore then went swensons..topless 5 ice-cream..3 scoops..$1.35 rox!! LOL..after eating i saw stephen so wave..so guilty..only 5 pple went peer support today..LOL!!! then okie lahz..we stone ard somemore at e place..D fell asleep..coz i think he too sianz..he want and sit with RKJ..then sit like away from them in some corner of e table liddat..damn crazy..then fell asleep..my table on e other hand was talking so much rubbish so loudly..crazy lahz...then okie..after tt we stoned at e corridor and D fell asleep at e corridor again..LTC tt tiring mehz??? and he kept insisting tt he's ugly..actually still abt e same to me..dun see a diff..but S e best..completely no diff..then after D fell asleep..e rest of us planned a tues beach outing..wheee...then after tt dee so nice..she went buy cup corn for D coz he like so tired..then after tt e 4 of us left took turns to touch his super hard spiky hair...then after tt..he woke up..coz he say dee and me touch hair dun pull one..then someone pull his hair..(i bet those animals at zoos think tt way too..nop..not trainer!!) LOL...okie...then cup corn plan flopped...coz D went buy himself..i was trying to stop him..then RKJ who appeared said we seem to be having a lot of fun and excitement talking by ourselves coz we somehow ended up apart from e grp..okie..he was alone..i was along betwn him and e grp then he asked me over to talk cock lahz..fine..LOL..okie....so cup corn plan failed..then end up..we went buy contacts too..so all 6 of us can wear coloured contacts on thurs..LOL!! crazy lahz..but quite cheap $7.50 only...wheee....shaz must feel damn cheated now...yah....then liddat lorz...after tt so crazy..D like want spend money mood then he dug up a pile of notes from his pocket..as much as e amt of work i owe...so yupz...then he go draw somemore money..then he end up with sooo much money?? go baleno buy shirt..siao bo..then nvm...he try sooo many in e end we tell him none look nice..LOL..then after tt we left BPP le coz they all got proj later mahz..then D and b b were talking abt watching e village..their typical sec sch outing..so close rite?? nvm..i going kbox soon (i hope)...then D say 'aries so quiet..must be inside saying 'quick quick!! invite me!!' LOL..so lame...but have to come hm lahz...my dad called to screw me up le..coz my cousin repairing pc today..wonder if they do get to watch it in e end..coz like b b not keen..F keen but not his sec sch..D got proj till quite late...crazy pple..but great day!!!!!!
in conclusion to this long blog. in e nutshell 'i love choir and everything abt it esp my juniors!! esp those lovely com pple and not forgetting b b who used to dislike me!!' okie..end of story..if u got to here..wah liew..u either damn kpo..or ur life too sianz..LOL!!!!!!!
choir performance rox today..we were great and everyone's impressed..me included..this choir..this music..these pple..have e ability to move me beyond my wildest imagination..to tears...wept from joy..from a certain magic tt they wield on me. dee is rite..we can't let go and we noe le..john has his huixin..dee has her ahem...and me.....oh well..still paranoid abt e whole concept of an open blog..insecurity i guess..but had a great day today..
went out with choir after performance..skipped peer leading..LOL..rebecca skipped and joined us too..we went sakura restaurant at BPP..yah...then me dee and GH went first lorz..then e rest came..then we had like 12 pple at e table..D came and then sat with me..LOL...then one side dee other side D..damn crazy meal..talk cock lahz..then dee and GH had some 'footsy' thing going on..actually nothing lahz..LOL..just some lame joke thing..after tt we stone lorz...then went bowling..then D bought sweets for everyone lahz..those mini toons one pack one...then realised tt both of us keep eating cola and nothing else..LOL..then i commented tt cola is gd! and both like cola is gd!! then tt b b said something abt us tt's abit hmmm...but dun rem le..LOL..anyway..bowling was funny..we saw 2 A06 pple..4 A01 pple and some band pple..somemore rite..includes joel and tt ex top student gal..damn funny..we all like slacking together..then okie lahz...joel suxed!! LOL..but dun laff at pple..i nvr even bowl..just slack ard..but wah liew D was gd manz...strike kind lorz..score 120++ kind..then he was bitching abt e band pple anyhow whack e ball..LOL..J was even more funny..first time playing..but not bad..S not bad too one..then he and D had some stupid competition..guys really are competitive..then both play until so distracted..all D tot abt was winning..in e end he so distracted with winning tt he lost. tt's my insight of e day..thanks for dee for helping with its generation..LOL..yah then damn funny lahz..D just pass his phones sweets camera everything to me to look after..think i really his secretary just coz i gave him a wake up call today wor..then okie lorz..nvm..LOL..then we had some lame 'poker' joke when we poke each other??!! and it was so squeezy on e chairs..then i was betwn dee and F and D oppo me.. then nvr really hang out with K and R bt nvm lahz...then after tt..dee went see Gr off and D moved to next to me?? LOL..abit funny..but nvm lahz..then he crazy lorz..so obsessed with strikes..then i keep telling him it's okiie if he dun strike?? LOL..even if in e end hit all e pins he also not shuang..crazy. but after tt dunno wat happen lahz..suddenly lean on me..heavy lahz..in e end got domino effect..i hit F and so on..then b b scold him 'like here not squeezy enuf!' LOL..then end up F lean back..and D lean..then i got squashed..then i was screaming tt e vps trying to murder me and e band pple who were one lane away were staring..LOL..damn crazy lahz...anyway....it was great laffing..GH e most cute..totally unpredictable..he can strike of can land gutter..depends on whether he awake not..LOL!!
then after bowling..we stone somemore then went swensons..topless 5 ice-cream..3 scoops..$1.35 rox!! LOL..after eating i saw stephen so wave..so guilty..only 5 pple went peer support today..LOL!!! then okie lahz..we stone ard somemore at e place..D fell asleep..coz i think he too sianz..he want and sit with RKJ..then sit like away from them in some corner of e table liddat..damn crazy..then fell asleep..my table on e other hand was talking so much rubbish so loudly..crazy lahz...then okie..after tt we stoned at e corridor and D fell asleep at e corridor again..LTC tt tiring mehz??? and he kept insisting tt he's ugly..actually still abt e same to me..dun see a diff..but S e best..completely no diff..then after D fell asleep..e rest of us planned a tues beach outing..wheee...then after tt dee so nice..she went buy cup corn for D coz he like so tired..then after tt e 4 of us left took turns to touch his super hard spiky hair...then after tt..he woke up..coz he say dee and me touch hair dun pull one..then someone pull his hair..(i bet those animals at zoos think tt way too..nop..not trainer!!) LOL...okie...then cup corn plan flopped...coz D went buy himself..i was trying to stop him..then RKJ who appeared said we seem to be having a lot of fun and excitement talking by ourselves coz we somehow ended up apart from e grp..okie..he was alone..i was along betwn him and e grp then he asked me over to talk cock lahz..fine..LOL..okie....so cup corn plan failed..then end up..we went buy contacts too..so all 6 of us can wear coloured contacts on thurs..LOL!! crazy lahz..but quite cheap $7.50 only...wheee....shaz must feel damn cheated now...yah....then liddat lorz...after tt so crazy..D like want spend money mood then he dug up a pile of notes from his pocket..as much as e amt of work i owe...so yupz...then he go draw somemore money..then he end up with sooo much money?? go baleno buy shirt..siao bo..then nvm...he try sooo many in e end we tell him none look nice..LOL..then after tt we left BPP le coz they all got proj later mahz..then D and b b were talking abt watching e village..their typical sec sch outing..so close rite?? nvm..i going kbox soon (i hope)...then D say 'aries so quiet..must be inside saying 'quick quick!! invite me!!' LOL..so lame...but have to come hm lahz...my dad called to screw me up le..coz my cousin repairing pc today..wonder if they do get to watch it in e end..coz like b b not keen..F keen but not his sec sch..D got proj till quite late...crazy pple..but great day!!!!!!
in conclusion to this long blog. in e nutshell 'i love choir and everything abt it esp my juniors!! esp those lovely com pple and not forgetting b b who used to dislike me!!' okie..end of story..if u got to here..wah liew..u either damn kpo..or ur life too sianz..LOL!!!!!!!