i pon sch today...then made H so sad in a way...coz half e pple din come...now i feel so horrible too...then i asked her for my econs results and she just rep to ask me give her an mc instead of letter...so i cld guess tt she's damn stressed now...coz she's trying to detach herself and put on e leader thing to assert some form of authority...coz i mean she is afterall i/c of e class and we dun really realise it?? i understand how she feels...it may not be like we are overthrowing her or anything...but she feels like she is not exatly i/c of us coz she cannot control us...tt's how i feel at times...so i understand...i think tt most pple in class dun?? so she's feeling damn cock now. so i decided to be more positive lorz...i smsed her and asked her if she is stressed or angry and told her tt it's difficult to control e class but she is doing a gd job and i dunno anyone who can do better...i mean it's controlling 18 yr olds who smoke and drink?? wat do u expect mahz...it's e CLASS lorz...if she's i/c of some sci nerd class...of coz can lahz...just tell them later do cwo then they won't pon sch...my class will say 'pon cwo lahz'...very diff lorz...so i kinda pity her too...
then H replies tt she's so glad tt i am e one who understands...which prob means tt no one does understand...i noe tt she has drifted apart from ina and gang...and yah lorz...sharon keeps saying tt H is like acting like some big shot...but i dun think tt's true...H is just having a difficult time trying to strike a balance...and yah...i understand...of coz i do...in e class...although my class is full of leaders...we are full of leaders we dun usu lead problematic pple...except me and H...e class and e main cast...tt's y i can understand...and i'm so so sorry to H...i just added her to msn...e best gift i can give her to make up for everything is prob advice and comfort....dear blog...dear blog...i wish i went to sch now..

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