random tot
06.16.04 (7:47 pm) [edit]
i cannot give u an ans...nor can i promise tt i will be able to give u an ans...i cannot promise u to forget e past...i cannot promise tt i will be patient with u...i cannot promise to love only u...neither can i promise tt i will continue to love u...i cannot promise anything coz e only constant in this world is it's inconsistency...
i cannot promise tt i have e ability to love u...coz tt requires patience and acceptance...tt i dun have...i am a perfectionist...i like things to go as i imagine...as i plan...as i want...Loving is one thing...having e ability is another...i dun want to start something tt i end up not being able to settle...it's like eating and having e ability to eat is diff...i may be eating at e more exp restaurant...but i may not have e ability to pay after tt...i dun want tt to happen...but wat if i have started eating already?? i dunno wat to make of this...seriously dun...i dun want u to change urself for me...but i guess tt unless some changes are made...it's impossible...so wat am i supposed to do now?? mind's in a whirl...
i cannot promise tt i have e ability to love u...coz tt requires patience and acceptance...tt i dun have...i am a perfectionist...i like things to go as i imagine...as i plan...as i want...Loving is one thing...having e ability is another...i dun want to start something tt i end up not being able to settle...it's like eating and having e ability to eat is diff...i may be eating at e more exp restaurant...but i may not have e ability to pay after tt...i dun want tt to happen...but wat if i have started eating already?? i dunno wat to make of this...seriously dun...i dun want u to change urself for me...but i guess tt unless some changes are made...it's impossible...so wat am i supposed to do now?? mind's in a whirl...