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a few things...(as usual..LOL!)
1. my bday!!
had a great birdday! LOL. coz firstly got to meet up with family outside sch for e first time in say 9 mths (since after eth). and really really very gan dong that family made time for me esp laogong who kept falling asleep at dinner since he's been sleeping like 3hrs/day for forever. and er-zi who took time off his extremely busy cca schedule and his okie-ly busy sch schedule (since he had a test e next day and it's in e midst of his internal drive period). and really must thank T for getting everyone tgt. really very you xin and i appreciate it but still...no choice!
and must thank all e ppl who wished me happy bday esp rubz and grace dear who gave me such elaborate greetings fill with bday wishes. =) and thanks to val dear for putting me onto her gchat nick. =).
very surprised tt some ppl actually rem my bday and wished me happy bday. topping this list = siew mai who's my pri sch fren. LOL!! it's amazing how many inside jokes we have...coz she smsed me 'hi egg! happy bday!' LOL!! yepz...i'm known as egg in pri sch...like he bao dan (abbrev form=egg). really very gan dong that she has rem my bday since i was 7. tt's like 15yrs of bdays tt had passed. LOL! and surprised tt some ppl whom i nvr ever speak to e.g. cp rem my bday. and he wished me twice somemore. sms + frenster. LOL!! and of coz e feeling is very xin fu when i went to e clubrm on my bday and from afar...ppl outside e rm started shouting happy bday and when i walked in everyone chimed happy bday too. =D. such a strong feeling tt ppl care. =).
and sth funny abt my bday. before my bday...i had 0 sch bags (coz e strap to mine broke). so...
(1) i bought one for myself
(2) i bought another one for myself just in case e 1st one buang
(3) i ordered one online coz it's nice + big enuf for me to bring it to eth
(4) ting, qi, shan got me one
(5) family/T (i dunno if it's shared but i was told tt T went and got it himself) got me one.
so now...i have 5 bags!!!!!!!!!!!!
but well...one can nvr have too much of sincere wishes and greetings and gifts. LOL!
after a very happy 22nd bird-day....e next day is as usual as well!
2. his birdday!
after like....7 yrs...i still rem his bird-day. LOL!! how to forget manz..it's just one day after my own bird-day mahz. well...i improved. i used to rem his bird-day before remembering my own bird-day. but....yest i only rem-ed at 12pm. which to me is an achievement. LOL. so i immed smsed him happy bday of coz. and we had a decent conversation revolving ard e fact tt i haven't graduated, he's still back at crez and he's waiting for me to join them and how i do not wish to teach in a gd sch and how he hasn't seen me for forever and we shld meet up soon and summing it off...i promised to buy him dinner with my first paycheck. nice, decent, adult-ish convo. actually it's funny how sometimes i feel like my life is themed. e theme for e last wk=corn. well...i contributed to e theme by suddenly remembering a song that he sang back then and looking it up. and more amazingly...i ran into his best fren aka. carrot last tues. at clementi central! like woah...running into someone in sg is damn rare. it's e first time i've seen carrot since corn's wedding. and 2nd time since i grad. then i was like stunned and all i cld think of was 'carrot!'. couldn't even rem his real name so tt i cld say hi. LOL!
anyway...as usual...1st apr is a depressing day for me. and after wishing corn happy bday. i actually boarded e wrong bus. -_-. ended up at e wrong part of sch. sat thru a lect during which i learnt nth coz i was feeling too stoned. had to meet qi for dinner to take my mind off things. felt like tearing e whole day for no definite reasons. finally i got myself to cry watching a not-sad-at-all chn 8 serial. LOL!! and went to sleep at midnite coz really too stoned. and i cldn't get to sleep coz i had tt sea-sick feeling tt stuck to me sometimes when i think of corn. it's quite illogical coz it started when i was at pulau ubin and watching him on a ship departing from e island following which i got seasick and had to go into e sick bay of OBS. which didn't make sense coz though i was on e island...i was on land. LOL!!! it makes even less sense now since i didn't even look at e sea. -_-. LOL! but it's a feeling tt stuck. then i realized tt i acquired so many lil habits from corn's time. things tt stuck both gd and bad.
but i really do owe him a meal...i think i owe him 1million meals. coz w/o him....i cldn't possibly have become what i am today.
and i guess that my themed wk made me realize many things abt what i felt then...what i feel now and e vast differences. which i will summarize in my next blog. LOL!