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finished watching e huangzhenyi show on chn U...but still a pity tt i missed a rather crucial episode of it...but anyway...i feel like buying e dvd/vcd of it...coz it's really quite inspirational...it's really abt noeing what you want, having a most idealized vision of how things shld be and going all the way with courage and not ever looking back.
quite a prevalent theme in my life these days...coz for e comserv workshop on sat....they invited a speaker from one of our external projects which is a youth leadership kinda thing...actually i've always wanted to join as a 'life coach' but have always felt that i dun have e time....after eth...i'll finally really be retired from organzing big projs....maybe then i'll have time for being a life coach and to join more volunteering stuff...thru e politics so far...really i find that what binds me to e club is the volunteering itself. been wanting to go down for e elderly prog but kept having things tt pop up on sats...and been wanting to go to bish home...totally miss e ID there but it's freaking early and i lack e stamina after my usual exhausting five wkdays. can't wait for the next acad yr! =D
but i digressed...LOL!! e ext proj guy made us think abt what we want to do with our lives in future...our dream job. which set me thinking....i usually reply 'ay..i'm on scholarship' at that qn...then i realized tt tt's a really lame reason for citing a job. then e speaker started describing the route to an ideal...with tripping stones along e way. i guess that for me....a tripping stone was my finances. so i stopped and re-thought abt what is my dream job really. and i came up with 2 answers that are not mutually exclusive at all.
1. i want to continue volunteering and helping both the less fortunate financially, physically by visiting them and spending time with them and by planning stuff for them.
2. i want to try as many occupations as i can.
i guess that a teacher is many occupations in one...but i also want to try others...so after much thought...i decided to revise no. 2...now it is...
2. to dabble in as many fields as possible
difference being that i dun have to be an engineer (which i can nvr become...i think tt e buildings tt i plan will just collapse) but i can be on a team of engineers in some project to create some monument to commemorate sth. so i can learn abt what they do...=D.
yea....i think e civil service is right for me. ;)