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trying to study..i'm on e slide on louis pasteur..which makes me think of e interview i had a few wks ago with this JC project-work grp who wanted to hold more abt how to conduct amazing races as part of their proposed event in the project...e funnies thing is that they wanted an amazing race for ppl to learn from pasteurization. it was funny coz at that time...i was telling them abt how this 'guy' (cldn't rem his name then) came up with e process coz he wanted to know why ppl throw e grape-fiilled barrel somewhere and if they tyco they get wine...if they suay they get vinegar. LOL!! tt was how he discovered how microbes work!! *smug*. my sci ain't tt bad after all if they are converted into stories.
anyway i got two happy emails in e early morning. one by prof Z in our discussion of his holding a party..and he said tt my grp got e highest mk for our proj!! LOL. makes me wonder if he's okie. like...we really tt gd mehz? tt means...tt my overall grade for CA is still an A+. since when do ppl get A+ for all e components?! -_-. but oh well...tt's not discounting tt i alone did like 50 readings for tt proj. maybe hard work does pay off in some way. i shld stop being skeptical abt it.
then...my 2nd happy mail was coz wb finally sent out the announcement for eth top 3...my unsettled feelings are gone...but feels kinda surreal esp coz e line tt announced my name seems especially short. coz e words: assistant and e words program/admin weren't there. -_-. like soooo short. surreal. LOL. i think i'm half-crazed. anyway e feeling was a mixture of excitement and hmmm..not sure wat's e word...but just abit unsettled. feels like alot is going to happen from tt one line alone. i bet laogong din feel like tt when he saw it. -_-. just tt one line lorz...3 top positions...1 person who was had always been pia-ing for a diff club, one person who was nvr on anyone's mind coz he nvr did anything except for log asst ever and one person who's always being bullied (though in a nice way). unsettling combi bahz. but i rem telling wb tt no matter wat...we are ppl who do want to run the proj. hope tt carries us thru. esp since at least 90% of the reason for the emergence of this combi was coz i pushed for it. i hope tt e same force will carry me thru the planning and implementation.
anyway...i'm really going to study this sem...coz it seems increasingly impossible tt i will turn up for lects/study next sem. e prob is tt if i do well this sem...it can make up next sem's horrible grades but it will also make me greedy for grades tt are as gd next sem...why are ppl so greedy?? and i dun feel like going for tuition. coz i'm lazy. -_-. but just thinking of how naughty the boy is makes me want to go. just to show him tt he can't get rid of me!! HAR!