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i looked at my results yest..and k ahz. i lost my sem-to-sem upward trend. gosh. but it was totally expected and i am grateful that overall...my CAP still improved. though it's by 0.01. i'm quite baffled by one of my mods though. tut participation was 10% (i won't blame e tutor for failing me for that i guess...though i dun think he failed me since i had MC for one and went for make-up tut for e other one tt i missed] but still..e CA was 30%..i got A+ and i got a B overall. hmmmm. thinking whether to do a review.assuming that i got 0 for tut participation...to get from a A+ to a B (esp when most ppl din do well for e term paper) would mean...then i got like only 58 marks for e exam??? i didn't think it was that bad bahz....thinking. but still....it's mafan and i'm just...........not a slicker for grades. *shrugs* not that ppl who do reviews are lahz. just that i rather spend e thing doing that admin on other stuff like doing my MOU for example (also admin but i feel as if i get money. though i dun keep it..LOL!!)
anyway...it was fun checking results together..every yr i check my sem 2 results with e gc ppl. and we flashed it on e big LT projector screen this yr. more exciting with more ppl checking together. LOL. anyway i was pleased with my tourism mods. indeed a gd strategy to do them tgt. ;).
gc went on fine. hosting wasn't that hard. though i felt a lil like a flower vase yest. but well...it feels gd to look extra nice once in awhile. =). e kids were interesting and had quite a few funny qns. though many were valid. looking at e kids made me think abt my attachment. hope i get nice kids for attachment too. but perhaps e kids will kill me during attachment. i realized that i have a weird habit. i will ask a qn and expect everyone to answer en masse. like 'are we ready?' then i will wait for a 'yes'. LOL!! hope i get responsive students in future. i dun want to talk to myself manz.
anyway prior to gc (2 days before)...i must say tt i was super pissed. coz we were supposed to have a briefing e day before e event as well as a dry run. no one knew wat time we were supposed to meet lahz!!! no coordination at all. and in fact...i got so pissed that i decided to imprison everyone in e clubrm prior to the event which explained e sleepover and resultant popsicle-ization. LOL!! all of us woke up the next day with a slight cold. but i must say that it was really fun. for me...it was e first time i slept over in sch for a gs event. it just feels diff when u sleep over before an event. seriously feel a sense of ownership. e more u pia for sth..u more u feel for it mahz. applies to all things in life. but my anger had dissipated after having a chat with S over e phone before we met in sch le. so i went over as crazy as before. it's really freaky when someone who's usu not angry gets angry. if i'm in SAF...there will prob be many emergency mobilization exercises. LOL. i just called/smsed everyone at at 2am telling them to bring sleeping bag, change of clothes and toiletries lahz. emergency mobilization...they had like 12 hrs to pack (assuming they dun sleep) tt kinda thing. i'm mad.
anyway...e day before gc (sleepover day) was off to a bad start when S smsed everyone a diff set of instructions from me. -_-. but it didn't make a diff..LOL. coz all who cld meet just met at e time i told them. which was damn sad. but it's a blessing in disguise coz we met at 1...did e log stuff, setting up etc till 9pm. imagine if we met at 5 which S set...we wld set up till 1am!!! in LTs with aircons tt off after 12. and i wldn't have had my 3hr meeting. can't imagine how i had a 3hr meeting when there was only 2 msgs to convey. but of coz they were impt enuf msgs for everyone to end up sleeping over. but somehow...i conveyed them with no hard feelings and we took photos with e LT clock that showed 00:54 (can't wait to put tt pic on msn)...LOL!!! val dear commented that it's the latest meeting she had ever had excluding FOC meetings. (but FOC meetings were also conducted by me last yr mahz!! no choice. val dear....u're stuck with me at nite for meetings...muahahahah).
then yepz...we proceeded to clubrm to sleep and say C and J. J as usual was a gentleman to everyone...and as usual...all my frens who see him will ask me abt him and his English gentlemanliness. LOL. as we discovered that val has some flair for telling if two ppl are attached. coz typically if u walk into a rm at 1+am...and see 2 ppl watching a movie on e sofa and they're going to be sleeping over..just 2 of them...u wld think they're tgt mahz. so i tot i shld clarify for them and when i told e rest...val said tt she cld tell. like WOW!!!
anyway...after e popsicle-ization...i had 2 tau sa paus for breakfast!! papabird has made paus worth mentioning. then we had our event. YEA!!!
one part down..two parts more to go. more flower-vasing in due time.
on a side note...2 interesting things happened:
1. joh trying to scandalize us to J but i absolutely ignored him and continued g-chatting with rubz even when he leant really close. LOL. so he failed. anyway J doesn't carry tales. but joh was super zzz saying things like he joined eth and gs only coz of me and stuff like he'll follow me anywhere....kinda thing....it was just a laugh coz he tried scandalizing someone who doesn't care wat he says to someone who wldn't care wat he said either..super funny!!
2. xr was funny too. coz he came to sch at 5.30...thinking we had to meet at 5 and he was pissed coz he called zq who gave him e msg who din ans...then he called S who din answer either. then finally he called me and i told him tt briefing's at nite and that we're setting up now and he was angry (rubz's right..we'll be too if we're in his shoes....but oh well!!). and he scolded me!! LOL. then i just said sorry that he got e wrong msg and kept apologizing lorz. then we put down e phone. then he smsed me sorry and he's super apologetic he did that and everything and he said tt he shld have scolded S and not me. then i just ignored him sms lorz. LOL!! then he smsed S to scold her!!!! and e funniest part was that right after tt sms...he sent another to apologize. totally bizarre. but S ignored him too..LOL!!! then finally he called rubz today (aik!!) and asked if i cried. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he asked if i hid in a corner to cry. super funny. i totally forgot that he scolded me e moment we hang up lahz...rubz was so amused that she had to call me str after e call to tell me tt xr was wondering if i cried.
my tears are reserved for special ppl.
anyway...i told rubz that he shld have told him tt i cried just to make him feel guilty. then we decided tt i prob had fled to e toilet for super long and re-entered the room with a red face and that i was pensive and quiet e whole nite. that wld conform to expectations. LOL!!
updates on pah on e next post