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whirlwind of events these days. finally i got more sleep yest. =). since i only had one meeting at 3pm and it's at ritch's place. thanked my lucky stars. i even had a wonderful wonderful wonderful dream tt i cannot forget! LOL
it was a really fun meeting of coz...with ritch's swimming dance, my 'activities of daily life dance'. it's really fun creating dances for IDs and prob kindergarten kids too. you just feel llike u can teach them anything. no need for being on e beat, no need for perfection. just have to be urself really. which explains y i'm even crazier these days after seeing e ID. just feel a sense of...'being myself' which equates to madness. and e best part of e day besides e dancing was volleyball!! ed was e pioneer of the game but he grew sick of it. hence, me and my VM-ies took over and had a truckload of fun. btw..e volleyball was a soft cushion. ;). totally fun. LOL!! i love my VM gals. =D. anyway...our avg height (3 of us) is 156. told u ppl tt i'm tall!!! =P. LOL!
anyway we had dinner after tt..seldom that i eat tze char with dishes and rice. ritch really brings me to makan places. LOL! it was really fun giving PL more food coz my height (160) is her dream height and she's like 151.5 or sth...LOL. so we kept telling her tt she'll reach 160 if she eats tt extra piece of whatever. LOL!!! poor gal was totally bullied. then had to change target before she puked. so we targetted ed instead. and he resisted by hitting ritch's chopsticks away. so no choice!! me and ed had a chopsticks fight. exciting!!! LOL. alot at stake. might puke if i eat an extra piece u see...alot at stake. LOL.
anyway...tt was e fun part of yest...time for e not so fun part...
i woke up to a recent spate of emails betwn xq and 0sa. sigh. xq being e VP for e club. anyway...i was quite upset after seeing e mails...and e reason was simply strange. it was coz i felt that instead of lightening ritch's load like wat a gd comm member wld do...i added on to it with the trouble. e even weirder part was that i started crying. LOL! maybe not so weird actually...i can understand y i did wat i did. the weirdest part!! was tt xq typed good english!!!!!!! *faintz* and he had to call me to show off and he read excerpts of his email and he marvels at how brilliantly phrased his email was. LOL!!! i guess his reaction holds testimony to the rarity of his flair. anyway e most humiliating part was that i started crying over e phone!! and xq asked if i'm crying then i said 'of coz not' LOL!! anyway he tried to comfort me saying tt he believes that i'm in e right and tt i dun have to be scared etc. but i didn't cry coz i was scared/felt that the others had no faith in me. it was pretty much e contrary. i wasn't scared and wanted to face the issue myself. e last thing i wanted was to mafan the already busy ritch. and i wasn't sad coz i tot that the others had no faith in me. i was touched that there was such strong faith.
life works in amazing ways.......
but i'm okie le!! thinking of fun activities for others work wonders!! okie. it's 8pm now and yousendit has sent my 20mb ppt out. shall go home to a nice dinner and blog abt today later tonite! =)
gambatte everyone!!