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having my caffeine boost now. pushing myself...really really hard.
yest: lunch followed by kbox followed by shopping followed by late dinner. got home at midnight, checked email etc. slept at 2+
today: woke up at 8...meeting in sch. i must have looked tired coz tc was really nice and said tt it must be hard on me sitting on so many committees. LOL. so nice of him. sadly, no mentos as encouragement. going to give tuition later...followed by steamboat with my 'family' coz it's laogong's bday today
tmr: tuition at 11. followed by chalet. during which i prob have to type and sort out PAH stuff and type GC stuff and do FIC budget
2 days later: get out of chalet, go for lunch with ritch and edwin then PAH meeting
3days later: FIC meeting followed by visit to PAH benef.
it feels as if....my engine will splatter and die if i stop even for a second. i may just hibernate for days. i feel like some polar bear. nop...i just feel like hugging a polar bear to sleep. it'll feel so nice and soft. LOL!
let me update abt yest...basically i met grace dear...we went to kbox. then wj came late. and wow. actually wj can sing..he was just humble. LOL. not superb. but one of e better-singing guys i noe in this life. then grace started talking to rubz on e phone and looked sad...so i tot maybe something happened...but apparently grace was sick!! but nvr tell us. ended up..i tried to sing some hokkein lullaby for her coz she wanted to sleep and i tot she was just tired.=(. then we observed e guy singing in e rm oppo us coz he was really emotive and danced every once in a while..LOL!! then i tried to imitate him. then grace still nvr tell us tt she's sick lahz...finally she walked out for a long while...and i sang e duets meant for me and grace dear with wj. LOL!! k ahz...wasn't tt weird after all. then finally!!!! grace dear told us tt she's sick...so we walked her to e cab stand and i waved bye to her. and wj tot i was crazy. can tell tt we really not shou. how can he not noe tt waving happily is e most normal thing tt i do.
anyway...after tt abit weird..coz i usu dun end up alone with wj. luckily!! we had an objective. to buy shaz dear's gift. so we walked ard and to my horror...he noes e boutiques at orchard better than me. -_-. or maybe i just lack sleep. LOL. so we walked and walked and walked. until finally e rest came. at least at e end of e adjustment period...i feel more like wj is a common fren. coz dunno...used to feel that he's more of grace/rubz fren who hangs out with us. LOL!! maybe coz he's a king suan-er but he nvr suan me coz not close mahz. so i suan-ed him quite a bit to break e ice..hohoho.
anyway...finally at 9pm...we went for dinner. at e swensons near heeren. and maybe e rest are right...24hr outlets have slow service since they have all e time in e world. LOL!! but i had a really filling meal once again. bloated. then finally we all went home at like 11+. i was hoping so hard that there's still a bus for me. and i starting imagining wat i will do if there's no bus. LOL! and k ahz...bus came after an eternity of waiting.
and guess wat..my laptop soundcard is okie once again. erratic, unpredictable, i feel like killing it for its tantrums. but wat can i do except feel glad tt it's back and continue loving it? and hope that it doesn't decide to die on me again. of coz i can enjoy the glorious music now tt it's back. love-hate relationship really. reminds me of someone. but of coz i wld still prefer a on-off relationship with my soundcard than one tt is completely dead.