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why am i blogging at 3am in e morning? let me start with e weirdest thing tt happened today.
some of u will noe tt my hp has a 'weirdo' contact which i constantly renew when there are new weirdos. LOL. i think it started in JC when some stupid clubber kept calling me asking me to meet him whilst i kept telling him tt i'm married with 2 lil boys as an excuse. then it went on to e guy at e hp shop tt zapped my personal details and hp number and contacted me. then today!! i had to edit my hp phonebk once again as there is a new weirdo. some guy called me at like 11+ in e morning asking if he can meet me and tt a fren gave him my number and it will make him really happy if i can meet him. which kinda freaked me out. coz y wld i want to make him really happy?? *shudders*. and he refused to reveal his name. and he said tt he only wanted a yes or no answer. but given e freakiness of the situation, i said......wrong number. LOL!!!! nice of me rite? of coz i promptly saved his number after tt to avoid answering his calls again. sigh.
okie...now e reason y i can't really sleep.
today i went back to e rm after lect and studied with C and his 2 frens. so i made 2 new frens once again. i'm beginning to noe alot of econs majors thanks to C and his utilization of e rm. anyway...it is really nice noeing them esp coz e gal's from pj and i kinda recognize her and her bf. which made them all conclude tt i'm really kpo to go ard noticing ppl i dunno. anyway...e guy's really interesting too esp coz he sprints so much faster than me lahz. i lost by a huge margin which i have a ready excuse for. i was carrying my laptop, a thick brown ring file and a blue transparent case thing (u noe tt kind tt store paper). he offered to help me carry but nice old me said dunnit. think commando can carry stuff tt i cannot carry izzit!! LOL. but really commando run very fast. usu i run faster than/on par with guys lahz. damn. i lost. but i think i lost fair and square.
anyway. yah...i can't get to sleep not coz i made new frens whom i've noticed since JC...and she was so shocked tt i rem her. LOL. and not coz i lost in e sprint for e bus and not coz i heard horrible NS-torture stories abt stomped on sponge cakes..but coz e gal...MH and i were discussing who i noe from her class and i listed Y. and she immediately said 'he's so cute rite??' then i had to agree. then she asked e even more sensitive qn of 'how did u noe him??' coz in truth...he is quite reclusive esp towards non-malays. and to tt i din noe how to answer and said tt it's a long story...and tt starting me thinking abt e past bahz. finally i just told MH tt we were in e opening ceremony tgt and saw each other...then he needed help with singing a chi duet and asked if i wld sing with him...following which i taught him e song but decided not to sing with him instead.
i looked betwn e lines and e parts tt i missed became even more obvious to me. i got to see him in e opening ceremony yes. how i got to noe him? coz he approached me and asked for my number and msn. i realized tt i was shocked tt MH din recognize me coz of Y and all his talk abt how he's been looking at me for a yr while i smiled and laughed and how he wanted to get to noe me. and i rem his chi duet which he wanted to do coz he wanted to show tt lang was not a barrier. i rem e first time he walked in and sat right next to me to e amazement of e malay gals in my class tt this dream guy just walked into their classrm. i entertained endless qns of how i got to know him and ceaseless stares everytime we studied tgt and how e gals loved coming over to see if there were seats. perhaps it was coz of him tt i actually studied for my 'A's. really...it was thanks to him and samm.
then i remembered how he said tt he's sure tt we u/s each other w/o e need for words.
yet.....at e end, he nvr understood y i had to say no when he so absurdly asked if i would marry him one day. it was so apparent to him then tt i liked him. and he was so confident. i crushed him when i said no and he didn't noe y. yet, he didn't give up. tt was in JC2. in yr 1, he still tried to meet me whenever i studied for my exams. yet in yr 2, i told this guy who claims tt we need no words a single word as to why things turned out like this. and tt word was religion.
yet really...it's a very sweet bit of my life which i will rem. =). bitter-sweet i guess.
nonetheless, i keep it in a treasure chest.
it's much better than weirdos who call and dun introduce themselves. totally.