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first and foremost..let me make an announcement...i want to watch music and lyrics!! all interested parties can contact me via hp. =). i just love romance that involves music.
besides e truckload of work...i'm glad tt gc is continuing. if we dun try...we won't noe if e event can still run well if we charge e schs. it's a great leap but it's heartening to noe tt despite many of e things i dun like abt how S leads a project...she has e courage to take e leap with me. =). at e very end...it's really e PD's decisions that affect e comm...and also it will affect e other PDs and eventually me. last yr's shock at clara giving up is still fresh in my mind really. i hope that this will increase e determination of my PDs to rough it out this yr...since after all..our toughest proj never said die. =).
after e meeting...me, shaz, roy, rubz, matt, val, ferdi, bug, dan...9 of us went for supper. it was nice interacting over dinner and hearing abt matt's traumatising scandal (LOL!!!) esp. and of coz we made fun of dan and realized tt he likes 2 gals!! both of whom i noe..;). shall not reveal who..if not ritch will pengz. yes..u noe them too..;). anyway...after e very entertaining dinner..rubz was damn funny..she msged me online and said 'dan likes 2 gals?!' LOL!! think she was holding back her gossipy excitement till online. anyway i must say tt dan has very interesting taste. and he says tt one shldn't go for pretty gals..but for gals who will look pretty after a makeover. zzzzz. super weird. LOL!! he's a property developer. but this hols will be especially quiet...shaz back to NZ, rubz and matt having internships, val going to US...me chiong-ing cca then having attachment...seems like everyone in e gang's busy. =(. but must meet up before grace dear dear goes to e US.
anyway...e ended off e nite feeling not so happy. coz of sh...bcoz of e things he said. which kinda shook e lil confidence tt i had in e first place..as he kinda just shot down e poss of some things by saying 'he won't accept it..but i would'...so mean!!! it was e way he phrased his words..coz we were just talking abt food. but at e very least...i noe tt he noes how i feel. so that rules out e possibility that i'm leading him on. no matter wat happens..i won't possibly recipocrate...coz i cannot stand guys who make sexual comments tt are not jokes. ppl change from relationships..and this is one change in me since my last really. our conversation last nite was just bizarre. ask me if u want to noe a snippet of it. but i can't tell everyone.
but today will be a better day...going kbox with grace dear dear..then meeting L for befrening..and also seeing qiqi..=).