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i wld like to congratulate myself on a few things..some happy, some not:
1. for having completed gaw
2. for having put in my best at e end...everything i have, i have put in. almost lost my voice from
persuading donors, had like takopohi for dinner, mash potato for lunch, drank lotsa water kinda thing,
too busy and committed to think abt eating. and i nvr eat still can carry boxes after boxes of things in heels.
3. made so many new frens from gaw...hope tt e frenship's not e hi-bye kind. thanks for e following
for having befrened me...ritc, matt, dnise, yc, lm dajie, bs, joo. esp matt and luke for all e saikang tt we do tgt. amazed by how much yz can carry.
4. e stupid idiotic man...hmph. who ask for my number. poked a hole though his face (namecard
of coz..i'm not in jail right now)
must thank:
dnise and yc: for not minding me as e dian deng pao...coz they always pick me up in e van. and
definitely dnise is a wonderful PD, one of e few heads tt i have work under tt i really admire and
trust to guide me. and dnise is really a power woman...as she herself has said...me and her are
female chauvinists. LOL. rem once dnise said tt when she took on gaw, she tot she wld do wonderful
coz she noes tt she is a power woman, great at leading projs but she felt tt something was missing
from e gaw spirit at that time and it frustrated her...i will tell her when e proj ends tt e missing link
has been found..it's e frenship link betwn all of us. and also dnise and yc for showing me such a
pure, innocent kinda love...when yc will slowly teach dnise how to drive e manual van, how to park.
and dnise for trusting yc so much tt she turns left when he says left w/o checking traffic resulting in
an almost-accident. they argued a lil over it...but yc told her tt she will learn slowly tt she must check
even when he says to turn...such sweetness. i wanted to tell them tt it's only bcoz dnise can truly
trust yc with everything including her life mahz. so she instinctively listens. thanks for showing me
what i have forgotten.
matt: for making avail his house and e chats tt we've had while we waited for e others...me and
matt=welcome party. thanks for trusting me and telling me so much abt urself and ur life and ur
'home'..LOL..for all e crap exchanged and for ur enthusiasm.
luke: for standing all my nonsense abt him and matt being gay..LOL. given me and matt's chats
near e security post, i think e guards noe tt e two of them are gay (joking). they prob heard e
clarification as well tt luke likes ALOT of gals and tt matt likes girls. but really must thank luke coz
i entered e proj only noeing him and yun and luke stuck it thru with me as a fren, so i din feel so
left-out at e beginning. at e start and middle, all e meetings tt i went for..i went coz i felt tt i won't
be too left-out coz at least luke is there.
yun: for being such a great fren, always concerned. though we have lil biz in common, we nvr fail
to exchange words. =). from futsal to gaw, from her being my mkting exec till now, yun has really
grown and have to thank denise for tt...yun for laughing at my jokes and her desire to be my
daughter..LOL
uncle terence and melv: for showing me tt i can be a heroine..LOL. coz melv got trapped behind e
door...u noe tt kind in schs when u have to press e button for e door to open?? melv was on e side
with no button and someone had to press it to let him in mahz. then uncle was afraid to go to e
door to find melv coz it's dark..(LOL!! uncle!) and he came back saying he cannot find melv. then
i volunteered to go find coz i'm a geog student. LOL. then uncle said he'll come along..so we walked
thru ACS(i) shouting 'melv!!' like looking for dog..LOL. and all e students were staring coz uncle
looks like an uncle (k ahz..joking..) and coz i'm a gal in ACS(i) at 10pm shouting e name of a guy
as if he's a lost doggy.
ritc: for being a wonderful neighbour..sending me home/walking me home and stuff..blk 6, thanks
for everything. for all e crap..for ur lovely driving (i usu have a diff def of lovely from others when
it comes to driving. an avg speed of 90km/hr or 100km/hr + music + expressway is lovely. and esp
when he drove van...super lovely (coz he accelerated, backwards..LOL!! and we went bckwards!! so
wonderful!!) it's ppl like me who egg on bad/reckless drivers. for meeting me at 'e traffic light' tt we
announce to everyone as if it is some sacred place..LOL! our sense of place very strong...LOL. and
ritc is also a great leader who i respect...ritc takes note of e smallest details like wearing shirts on
diff days for professionalism, takes charge of things tt are not under him e.g. e shirts. ritz is e
anti-thesis of how i lead..he takes note of e smallest things. though we argue e same way..LOL.
i told him abt e agency and he said 'shld sue them lorz' think ppl living near me are more
aggressive maybe? nahz. hypothesis overturned by kai, shan, yang and lun
dajie: for guiding us...and always being caring and nice. though dajie is not really an strong leader,
not one of those with initiative, not one of those who's very organized nor one of those great
leaders with charisma or one who's always there...must still thank da jie for being so understanding
and for being such a quiet worker who's always there~
joo: another one whom i really admire and respect...joo is like so experienced. although joo is just
log and v-com...joo noes alot alot alot abt how to make projects work. and like ritz, he has an
amazing eye for details and he always has e answers. joo, his upright posture really tells u tt u shld
sit up and listen to him. he goes str to e pt and when u answer him with stuff tt's irrevelant, he
really cuts u off and wants e shortest and most accurate version. luke almost puked blood from this
but i admire tt...very direct and efficient mahz. very military/adventure campish i think.
bs: admire ur love for ur trees..LOL. they are beautiful..more beautiful than real trees...coz they
are made with love, pure love. ur love. LOL.bs prob loves e trees more than his life. when kids came
and punched his trees, he jumped up and glared at them. now bs hates kids..LOL!! they whack his
love. and admire bs for his commitment..did duty at every poss time with me at lot 1 mahz..and
thanks bs for crapping with me esp with pj days and how guys are just hao se creatures. dun feel so
sad abt ur trees...=). definitely a pub person this bs..LOL. realised tt pub ppl got a very specialized
route...e.g. bs, tissue and maybe ritc, but ritc can do proj management also lahz. bs...e most pub
person ever. thank me for finding u a successor in tissue..LOL!
Ext is over, next up=party. may things go well for all of us!~ hope DI confirms their numbers soon.
i dun want to screw up party...later ritc live so near..he come and set my house on fire. saw xian
yest too..and i felt bad coz i din take up her offer to join e MC and/or be RVPhead...sorry xian,
maybe i'll do more for e club after this acad yr's over...
i'm an idealist maybe...
i want to love someone as if he is my life.
i want him to be my life.
my entire life...
no, i dun want him to be part of my life.
i want him to be my entire life.
but..right now, gaw is my life, my entire life..until e 28th.
perhaps i am too much of an idealist. perhaps.