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i miss bugbug. made me think of when i was young....when my mom went off to work...she would walk down this path tt i can see from my bedroom window. i will insist on standing on e chair and waving till she disappeared from my view. and i would be crying coz everytime she left...i felt as if she would be gone for such a long time (actually only say 6 hrs??)...and when she got home i will be super happy..
yest when i walked bugbug off..i felt so sad too...like a lil gal again. kept back my tears. wonder y i felt so emotional. after all...during e hols itself...bugbug had me disappear for 1 camp and a trip to genting. somehow...when it was my turn to let him go to do something he wanted to...i just felt so sad. so finally i understand y he was so upset abt my camp coz i din contact him. but strangely though i was really sad saying bye. i'm not sad now tt he's gone!! LOL. lalala. guess i'll become e kinda drama mama at airports who say teary goodbyes then go home and resume life as normal.
busy wk ahead!!! with e internal drive and e proposed meeting with profs and need to talk to J abt bazaar ideas. and i'm feeling happy coz i currently have a staff number with e dept. since i helped L-K with her research...i even have a job title. 'PT'..watever that is. okie ahz!! time to go do some readings..it's wk 4 and i'm on lect 2 readings..boohoo..but!! bbq tonite!! (or rather this later afternoon/evening. no choice. kids must go home early).
so much to do...so lil time! even w/o bugbug..still so lil time!!!