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of coz i love my life..but sometimes i wish i was more moderate...more normal..LOL.
feeling abit sianz this morning and abit scared now...coz i'm doing tt telesurveying thing for LK...LOL. joanne convinced me...k ahz! anyway i tot it would be wonderful to contribute somehow to geog research mahz!! somemore it's for LK...i love BY and LK (for no reason at all since i dunno them and i'm not lesb)...k ahz! so i started yest...e avg person does 4 in a day, e record so far is 12...i nicely started and tot to myself 'wah...must at least do 10 mahz!' so i did 10...then i tot 'might as well do 12' so i did 12...then i tot 'let's break e record!!!' so i did 13...then i tot 'wah liew..13 like bai ming shi yao break record only' so i did 15..then i tot 'aiyoh....4pm only (i started at 1) office not yet close mahz...do 18 lahz....' so i did 18 then i tot 'if i do 20...can close this sub catergory le!!!' so i did 20..ended at 5....felt like puking from talking on e phone too much...LOL!!!!!!!!
and k ahz...now they're expecting me to keep up e gd work...oh no!!!!!!!!! i still got befrening later and thinking of meeting bug bug tmr...LOL. die!!! this is exactly wat happens when u dunno how to live in moderation. almost 2pm...means i can start again....inertia in starting stuff..LOL. though i usually enjoy e process....just dun feel like starting....nua!! and wat if i cannot meet my targeted number of surveys after i complete e list....nightmare!!! highly stressful work manz. though i like asking them e qns! sigh...befrening will be stressful later as well...meeting someone new!! wat wld i say to her?!!!