dunno y...recently not really in a blogging mood...guess it's coz i've been neck deep in work...and pretty stressed. just argued with kz last nite. i just felt that he's not taking ownership over his prog. so much so tt i cannot be bothered with him le. even if u cannot make it for camp...u shld at least settle ur prog and e least u cld do is to run it thru with me to make sure tt i noe exactly wat is going on for ur part rite? but nop! he doesn't...for a very simple reason...coz he doesn't even noe his part. i just think it's pissing off lahz. when all he can come for is e performance, e clubbing and e farewell...like wat's e pt? i dun even need much manpower then. so...early this morn, chong has to sms me and say tt he got a job tt will clash with camp...but hello! i told u e dates like months ago..not like u just found out yest e dates for camp. just pissing off. serene's pretty much MIA too...just argh.

guess one can say tt my current state of being pissed off is a build up from 2 days ago..felt irritated with dor...told her e seniors' concept of trustwalk...yet she can tell me tt she'll just impromptu bring e freshies ard and make them do stuff..wth. so i'll have to take over it. still brooding over some other stuff...had a bad tummyache..e sponsor is still uncontactable. then i had to come to sch yest and okie lahz...i had fun with comservclub. playing stupid games. but e APD face so black...see him also sianz. and i had to check with him e general age grp for this prog in my centre tt i've not involved in and he said 'actual day i won't be ard u noe?' of coz i noe lahz...zzz...i ask once i'll rem mahz. actual day i'll noe rite? anyway..think he's stressed...sleeping over in e rm everyday. then just when i was talking to sock abt gscamp prog....and just when i happened to mention bug and turned ard to laff...i saw H...damn far away...in a diff windbreaker so i tot won't so qiao bahz..we're at some ulu spot in sch lahz. so i turned away...then i somehow just turned up instinctively and he was waving happily and flashing me a big smile which kinda made me feel weird all at once..so i waved back and gave a small smile...after which i had to walk behind him to go back to e comservclubrm. then i started walking slowly hoping he'll walk off soon. then i dunno y...but i din really want to see him ard much...and i got damn scared when e stupid concession pass machine cocked up requiring me to stand in front of it for like 10 mins? kept asking tt it was hurry up as i tried not to look back. afterwhich i grabbed a can of coke though i wasn't thristy really but just coz i wanted something to distract me and i headed down to e one place on campus where u will nvr see H. bus terminal...LOL. so i just waited for val there lorz..

yepz...rest of it is all kz and gang's fault. and i think i'm just abit PMS right now. alot of issues to settle. sigh