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I Am: kit. emotional, smart, special.
I Want: all my cca projects to be completed.
I Wish: upon a star. currently, no wishes. i only wish for things which i think are unattainable. e.g. certain ppl. but now....nothing unattainable tt i want i guess, i hope.
I Hate: having a million things to consider before reaching a decision.
I Miss: being able to not to my hw w/o any penalty. miss mamaleong, khoo, god-sis. miss ting and shan and qi, miss grace dear since i haven't seen her in a while. i miss bug though i see him rather often. LOL. i miss kbox. i miss nua-ing my days away.
I Fear: deep waters, ghostly images on e tv screen, fright night fake ghosts, making my parents unhappy coz they're so old, you nvr noe if it's e last conversation u are going to have with them. waking up one day and realising tt i am just acting out a 'life' and i dun feel as if it belongs to me or tt i realised tt beneath a mask, i am different. wldn't know how to account to e ppl ard me.
I Hear: right now? lee hom's 'kiss goodbye'. i hear laughter and tears...i hear Life. most of all....i miss e sound of wind...
I Wonder: how long-term is my biggest and most long-term proj aka bug. wonder if i will ever have e faith and strength to accept a religion. if i will be a gd teacher, if i wld ever stop being an educator, how i wld be like as a wife, mother, senior citizen. i wonder if i am a gd enuf fren to keep my frenships forever. wonder if one day, i wld do something special, something amazing, something groundbreaking (as long as i dun fall thru). i wonder how i can be so lame sometimes. i wonder how i can be so happy one moment and utterly depressed e next only to recover in 2 minutes.
I Regret: nothing. i picked up something gd at each bad turn. be it experience, frenships etc. so no regrets. i am who i am now coz of my experiences, i love myself. no regrets
I Am Not: free these days. so sad.
I Dance: whenever i feel e urge to. but! i perform only when absolutely necessary.
I Sing: all e time, be it out loud or in my heart. be it sad songs or happy songs.
I Cry: when i watch a sad movie, hear a sad song..last i cried, it was coz i was happy. =)
I AM NOT ALWAYS: that hardworking. actually i have my days when i simply want to slack. just tt i try to make up for tt by being more efficient.
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: a life for myself
I WRITE: blogs, mkting letters, reports, log lists, to-do lists which i nvr follow.
I CONFUSE: dunno. i'm confused by e qn. (LOL!!)
I NEED: more time.
I SHOULD: encourage bug to save money. (LOL...random...we happened to be talking abt him spending money). i shld study harder. =X
I START: alot of projects
I FINISH: not much. tons of pending stuff.
I LOVE: bug! LOL. i love coke too of coz. and my frens. and music.
I REMEMBER: tt i love bug dear and my frens. enuf.