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har! i'm bored. i must rem to buy my dad some choc soon. he seems to like looking thru my choc...but he dare not take it. =X i offered him e choc le...he says he cut e choc into bits for us to eat. so sweet. LOL! sometimes i think tt not being rich is a gd thing. $2 choc...we cut into small small bits. LOL. so sweet lahz. it's sweet in a sad, sweet way. but as we all noe...i like sad sweet stuff.
sigh. i miss someone. wait. i miss 2 ppl. sigh. and i'm trying super hard to study...but i can't stop thinking abt S's blog entry abt his family. as i share choc now...i kinda feel sad for S. perhaps i have a bit of a messiah complex. but i wish tt right now...i am not reading social life but rather tt i am there for him. helping him bridge e gap betwn him and his dad and sis. wish i was there re-assuring him. tt he can build an identity he wants...coz frankly he is still pretty much a blank piece of paper to me (given tt he is so contradictory tt i have to keep erasing out e penciled marks of my perceptions and ppl's perceptions of him).
and i'm also waiting for rubz to come online i guess...and ask her how's things going. and not bad..improving..got 2 smses today le.
shan: her internet explorer not working but her msn working...LOL! so she decided to sms me since i said hi on msn
J: funny. she was looking at her schedule and realised tt camp starts on tues. she has always tot it starts on mon. so she smsed me to tell me tt she just realised tt it starts on tues! LOL!!!! think she study too much. tell me for wat...noe can le lahz! LOL.
PS: super worried abt AC camp prog. y din jj contact me??? nvr ask me to do anything lehz. super super super worried. she better not scold me later on since if she needed my input she cld have asked me. damn. at least i noe wat mkting is doing now. and my jobscope. wth. jj...y nvr contact me!!!!
PSS: i realised thru e blog stats thing tt there have been random ppl trying to visit my blog and they got over from a link on tblog itself. i'm like ranked 72 on some most popular and active blogger thing. wth. LOL. i wish to remain relatively unknown. it's not like i lead e life of some homosexual psychopath...if u're in US, visit my blog for wat. LOL!
PSSS: my dearest grace and shaz...ppl have been trying to get to my blog from e links on ur blogs..LOL! no choice.
PSSSS: this is e funniest. someone ran a search on yahoo with my full name and tried desperately to access my blog abt a wk+ ago. damn bo liao. coz tt person kinda tried to access all my archives one by one...plus! tried to access e same archive a few times (watever was listed in e search engine lahz). weird...if e blog webbie itself is pw-protected...obviously....whichever archive u try to access...still pw-protected wat. same site. LOL!