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i'm waiting...
1. for exams to end
2. for my silent phone to make some noise (only got like 1 sms yest...)
3. for S to finally realise tt he can talk to me. i typed a long blog yest...but e pg failed to load..taking it was a sign tt some things are best left unsaid. anyway S is like e perfect case study for someone who's strong outside, weak inside and simply hollow. it's scary reading his blog. it's like after 24 yrs of existence...he has yet to noe himself or at least for e matter construct a self tt he is comfy with. it's weird. but sad. and it evoke e horror of e other! (yes..i want to take tt module next sem. hope it's offered). imagine being 24, ur fren whom u noe for 10 yrs comes and tell u 'u noe...i dun noe who u are really' freaky. later do an experiment soon. ask shan wat she thinks i'm like. anyway it made me wonder if i am strong outside and weak inside too...so i asked rubz. she thinks i'm happy outside and quite strong inside. =D.
4. came up with a conclusion yest, love can either make someone strong or make someone weak. it so happens that love makes me strong. yea! no choice. going thru shit makes u strong.
5. last conclusion. social life.....i only noe disability!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!! damn. die. a true test of crapping skills tmr i guess. jiayou!