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some ppl in this world are just selfish..tt's a foregone conclusion.
maybe i am getting older and more mature...or maybe i am just loving less now. coz it's easier to put ppl out of my mind now. i dun u/s H and i dunno how to go abt it. so wat can i do but shelf e whole thing?
Maybe H is too deep. but he is only deep bcoz he is covering up his tracks. i dunno how to ask him to explain stuff...and i'm not sure if he wants to/is able to explain them anyway. funny tt after a day of enthu hi-byes we simply stopped e next day. i dun understand and maybe right now..i dun have that time and energy to try.
i have to study for exams. but i have limited time. i have tons of undone readings. i dun have time for this shit. whether i love u or u love me...even if we both love each other. i dun care now. i am fighting a war here.
anyway had fun yest...highlights include:
1. weijie looking like a chicken..albeit a green one..he looks stunned in photos somemore. a chicken so stunned he turned green
2. pool. think my pool-playing has more focus now. thanks to S and his pia-ness in games. makes me more motivated to play well rather than just whack.
3. went grace's place...played ludo aka tiao fei ji..so fun!! though they said tt i'm psychotic when i play ludo..keep saying 'i'm coming to kick u!' 'i'm going to eat u up!' 'muahahahha..behind u'. so i kept quiet in e last round. but i kept losing!! freaking bad luck
4. went bankrupt in hotelier too. bad luck as i have emphasized earlier..and for hotelier i lack strategy bahz...not like some AC ppl *cough cough* S who got strategy in everything.
5. finally i won at scrabble. no choice ahz. tt requires e least luck.
a fun day. =). i need to study!!!! ARGH