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it's weird how our minds work. i guess tt for me, it has always been a case of heart ruling over the head. always has been. no matter how cool my mind is. e irrational voice of my heart always triumphs. i noe more than i let out sometimes.
hohoho..after writing tt para above.. damn funny. grandson gave me a blog url. i checked it out and it's R's blog like wth. he was just talking abt his blog today. telling H tt he slammed H in one of his posts. LOL. and now here i am reading it. i have to say this. this is more coincidental than striking 4D. LOL!!! there i was hearing abt it and here i am reading it. it's full of random comments somehow linked to H. and it's funny tt he says tt H is a porn mag! wth. LOL.
anyway i told him to load a clip of him acting psychotic (which is prob his forte)...so shall he load it and tell me..i'll keep everyone updated..LOL.
anyway yepz. ET was fun. 3 days of meaningful service to e faculty. =) seeing e smiles on ppls' faces when they take e ET pack is fulfilling. no other saikang can offer such self-satisfaction. H is right...when u noe tt ur efforts create a visible improvement to e fac...it's all worthwhile and S is right too...i tot he was making a random comment a few days ago. but now i do believe wholeheartedly tt welfare cell is most impt. guess this applies to other ccas too bahz. sometimes i wish GS could reach out more too all majors with a more welfare oriented approach. know what is needed and to serve rather than to simply lead. S is right. welfare's impt. kinda inspired right now to do more welfare for AC next yr. to even run for MC. but!!! e rest of e saikang will be unavoidable. so dun want. so MC position for me. LOL!!
yepz. it's like when this grp of gals came and looked so happy when they got e pack..when today all e hyper ppl were absent and i had to be e hyper one (my true self revealed maybe)..and e gals wanted to take photo with me and of me presenting e packs to them...i was just a moment of bliss lahz. it's like in some small way...by just putting together a pack and presenting it and talking to them and wishing them luck etc...i helped create a ripple that could start off a wave tt makes a diff. when i told one of e receivers of e pack tt AC loves her 'AC loves u!' i felt a pride tt i nvr felt before for AC, for e fac.
it was a gd experience. a gd day. i will remember this.
luckily, i followed my instincts to help out today. seriously...i was needed. =). and it was fun crapping with bit, R andGJJ today...not to forget some guy whom i din ask for his name. LOL.
PS to e ppl who think tt me and vin both wearing red and running into each other is symbolic....i saw S today. he was in red too!! muahahahaha.
PSS wat's with H not saying hi or bye anymore?? and S's weirdly shaped smiles.
a weird weird world. but still most satisfying tt i can make a diff. =). i dun ask for much.