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sleepy..no choice..having lect with sleeping pill now...er..she just started stoning...not saying a word..LOL!! it's 1535. she's stoning. LOL!! stoned for like 30 secs lahz! nvr say anything. anyway yah...no choice. and i realised tt e mod has readings sia!!!!!! wow. die. LOL. anyway she is such a strong and effective pill tt i fell asleep once she walked in! of coz after commenting abt her disasterous haircut. LOL!! no choice!!!! anyway okie lahz..not really her fault really (maybe 50% her fault)...before lect, i had to go meet jas to get this tape from her such tt i can convert e format and pass it to e sponsor....then! i went into e rm and saw S whom i ignored and he ignored me too...wonder y things have come to this...makes me super sianz diaoz..so i sleep lorz! LOL.

anyway after sleeping feel better le...still quite sianz diaoz though...but no choice. maybe we simply were nvr frens thus we dunno how to revert back to something we nvr were. either tt or no more saikang dunnit to be frens. dun noe...

okie ahz..no choice, waiting for next lect...sleeping pill again!! LOL. no choice. time to get some coke soon before i like die or something..overdose ahz..will die one.

yah....and okie lahz.. H is feeling better le...hmmmmm..he's not very warm today either...busy maybe. he and S seem to like to make each other busy...sigh. and i am supposed to be busy.still totally slacking...somehow ahz. dunno how also..LOL. JS tut was funny...din prep for presentation until e first grp presented then prep while they present..cmi.

anyway i was telling val...tt on my bday, e day after..i felt like i am 20. dunno y..maybe all along i've been ready to step into the role although i may not have thought much abt it/known it. think i would be a better 20+ person than a 10+ person maybe. guess since young i've been quite responsible in stuff (exluding doing hw during sec and jc)...quite mature in my thinking and dunno....20+ seems fine though of coz there is e stress from getting a job (got one)...paying e bills (paying some)...getting married (nowhere near, but not difficult to achieve either). LOL!!! so kinda hmmmmmm..k ahz! val is afraid of her parents turning into senior citizens..mine are! LOL...no wonder!!! she's scared to turn 20 but i think it's normal if not a not-bad thing. val has to pay income tax soon ahz! i dun care!

no choice!!!