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03.29.06 (9:37 am) [edit]
i just want to be happy...so far so gd...giving up on S. walking away coz i see no reason to stay. smsed him again yest..no response..tt's e last straw le..definitely, i can give up bahz. i see no foothold and no handgrip. i've always suxed at rock climbing. this will be no exception.
i can't climb up by myself. i need u to come tell me where to go, which rocks to use. or u to hoist me up.
no choice.
i suddenly feel like taking a bus just to feel e wind blowing in my face.
always loved e wind. maybe coz i am indeed a cloud and sometimes i like to float and drift ard a lil...