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i noe...for sure tt i am much loved. LOL. even if it is not by e few guys whom i have given my heart to thru-out e course of my life so far...i noe tt tons of other ppl love me. really have to thank all my frens..every single one of them.coz serious, frankly...it's really touching to see everyone pool together their money and time to have a bbq for me..to put in effort in prep-ing food for it...and tt they are thinking so long and hard abt wat presents to get me.
seriously touching. esp rubz, shaz, val, val bf, xr, matt gang...for putting in e effort to get me more gifts by not doing a grp sharing thing. and esp matt and qi who have gotten me presents early...=). and all my dearest befrenders...for their cont questioning of wat i want..and bro justin who's always so supportive of me and my bday bbqs though they usu end up as huge failures..LOL.
and have to thank alot alot of ppl...for simply being ard..esp thru this H and S thing...i realise tt i made alot of new frens in NUS. close frens...not e superficial kind..and got to noe existing frens better. uni is not abt CAP...and i've realised tt life isn't all abt cca...life is abt living it..and frens are impt.
and as usual..given tt it's tues...have to thank D...for being nice and sweet as usual. and yepz...although i may not have put it across in a very sincere way...i was happy to see him too.
i concluded this on e bus ride home today...we nvr noe wat fate has in store for us. sometimes we think tt we have lost something forever..but if fate should decree it....it will return. i believe tt if fate decrees it...somewhere along e course of my life...i will meet S again...and perhaps at that time, we will be at a better position to love each other.
right now...i just want to be happy with all my frens/