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perhaps...
i seriously dunno who i love.
today at abt 3+ i went to e clubrm coz S was supposed to pass me back my card. i am such a cock person!!! i went in...looked ard first and foremost for S and H. then i saw jas! felt a pressing need to talk to her abt e sponsor thing (impt k!!!) so i waved and started to walk over. S shouted 'KIT!! here!!' then i just made e wait signal to him and went to jas...S followed me with e card from e comfort of his sofa where he was. when he reached i was engrossed with jas and frankly i din even glance much at him (y am i so act cool when i like someone????? zzz). and he was really nice...first thing he asked was how's my stomach. goodness......melting. well. then H appeared behind us while S was asking abt my stomach...felt damn cock!!!!!!!!!!!! coz i told H too and well...it seems so.....me and S supposedly not even close. y did i tell him kinda thing. anyway i said my stomach's better and tried to avoid both their eyes. kept talking to jas....and then S just put e card in my hand. then i was so engrossed in reading e mail from espn tt i din realise tt S H left...when i was leaving e rm...was looking out for them. not there.
when i walked out...there they were. at e door. very serious and in deep conversation...very serious posture..i averted my eyes and scampered away. felt traumatised at e end of it.
i..........dunno who i love..more.