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all i ever wanted was for u to smile and say hi...yet i lost it.
all i ever wanted was for u to tell me i've done a gd job...yet u nvr noticed my efforts.
all i ever wanted was for u to talk to me about your day...yet u nvr gave me this chance.
all i ever wanted was to be next to u...yet....tt seems harder than scaling mt. E.
somehow...i cannot close e gap betwn us. i can joke with half e ppl in e rm today, yet i cannot get u to smile at me. how ironic...when u're e only one in e rm tt matters. i can smile at strangers and make frens with them in just 60 seconds...yet after 60 seconds of being in front of u...i can only resign myself to e silence tt permeates every pore of my being. i live in a noisy world. a happy world. yet, when i see u....e noise dies too...my heart thumphs then it stops dead...coz e overwhelming silence simply engulfs it. tell me...just tell me, wat went wrong. i want to sms u and ask u...wat's wrong. yet, i'm treading on ice and i have no idea how thick it is...wat if i moved and i fell right through? i'm standing on ice. trying to guess e thickness of it. i guess only u noe...u betray no sign or indication of my position. not at all..but seriously....wat can i sms u abt?